ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Maybe.
Watched Bride Wars with Xi and Jamie last friday. Quite a nice movie. Had me thinking for quite a bit over the weekend.
I used to think that I've found the one, the one who will stand by me no matter what. Apparently, it might just be my part of wishful thinking. Well, I still did not regret anything. I believe everything happened for a reason. And I do not believe that anything can last forever. Maybe our time's up. Maybe there's another path that we should go, separately. Eventually, we will bid goodbye. Just that, it's kinda upset that it has to be that early. Well, doesn't matter. As long as what we once had were true and true enough.
I had alot in mind, alot that I wanted to say. But, after much thinking, I thought that enough is enough. Saying more doesn't make abit difference. Let's just all wish that everybody is living their life a good way, with or without the people you used to love so much.
Talking about people that I love, my dear friend, Xi has been hospitalized. God, I just can't remember how many times have I been telling her to go to a good doctor, a professional one. Good words just fell on deaf ears. I just wish that everything's fine for her. Gastric's really a pest. Can't stop causing sufferings.
And I have to talk about this one. Finally managed to start watching The L Word Season 6. Somehow, I don't like it. Firstly, it's the final season! HELL NO! It can't be. What am I suppose to do with no more L Word? With no more SHANE?! Secondly, Jenny's dead in S6. Like WHAT THE HELL?! After Dana, I just don't think there should be anymore departure of anyone of them. Thirdly, there's rumours that one of the actresses in the past seasons is going to come back this season. I just hope they're not referring to Dylan Moreland cause she's obviously not who I'm expecting. Well, of course, I would like it to be Carmen. If not, I won't mind if it's Marina. I thought she should come back to end off the whole series since it practically started with her. Let's just keep our fingers crossed.
But S6 seemed to be a very funny season so far, especially the 3rd episode. I mean, c'mon, Shane and Jenny?

Shane and Jenny?!
No way, MAN! I know they're the bestest friends and they know each other so damn freaking well. But, Shane and Jenny?! That's just so weird. Well, I reckon it's part of Jenny's revenge. I just don't think she could turn betrayal into love that easily. I just don't think her feelings for Shane is genuine. Afterall, Jenny's well known of being mental. God knows what she could do. Yukes, Shane and Jenny. So weird. But I just love all the others' reaction when they received the text message 'OMGGGGG! SHANE AND JENNY HAD SEX LAST NIGHT!!! WITH EACH OTHER!!!'. Hilarious, I would say.
So, who killed Jenny Schecter? That I would love to know. I just got a gut feeling that she might have killed herself. Who knows? Let's reveal the truth week by week then.
Peace.
*i wont be alone. || 1:49 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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