blogging.. hahs... in skool library now..
wid my gurls now.. denise and gracey babies~ well, supposed to do bca project and wats all of us doing? muhaha.. crazy lahx.. cant a project room, so haf to sit @ level 3 de tables there.. sianx.. cant blast music.. haix.. my eyes freakingly pain sia.. ouch! dunno why oso.. haix.. so painful tt i cried.. haix..
so sianx.. common tests coming real soon.. wat am i gonna do.. got 5 papers loh.. 5 loh!! piangz.. wats tis man! 5 papers! argh~
currently listening to.. hilary duff - so yesterday.. nice song.. she's so pretty..

isnt she pretty? hahs.. how i wish i was like her.. and she same age as me only loh.. haix..
update again bahx..
*i wont be alone. || 4:54 PM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
blogging... hahs.. change my blogskin.. kinda cute lahx.. muhaha.. lurve it quite alot.. hahs..
went to town for 2 days.. wid ling.. its her bday ytd.. hahs.. she bought me my bday pressie tt she owed me.. yea~ a roxy necklace.. lurve it~ muacks.. went shopping around.. and take neoprints @ heerens and cineleisure.. saw a bag at cine.. like it alot.. actually ling has tt bag.. hers is black.. de one i wanted is brown.. shld haf ask her to buy tt for my bday instead.. hahs.. nvm.. hahs.. i saw him.. hehs.. expected.. muhaha.. ate long john silver and went home.. supposed to go to centerpoint to repair my samsung fone de.. but too lazy to walk there.. hahs.. so went there today loh.. ling went wid me oso lahx.. piangz.. shld haf bring it there earlier lohx.. so easy only.. hahs.. but sad lahx, to completely repair my fone, they haf to upgrade some software, wat de motherboard spoil, watever lahx... den if upgrade de software, all my data will be GONE!! wats this man!! argh.. say goodbye to my messages lahx.. i will be fine.. now i MAY seems fine lahx.. but who noes how will i feel tml when i collect my fone and realise tt my inbox is EMPTY?!?! haix.. fated and destined lahx.. bobian loh.. went to eat long john silver @ cineleisure again.. lazy to walk to far east lahx.. hahs.. hehs.. saw him again.. unexpected this time.. was juz abt to leave after looking at handphones wid ling.. hahs.. so lucky.. but paiseh lahx.. went home after eating..
my 'wonderful' wkends.. hahs.. so boring.. oh.. now watching de ren ci charity show.. richie ren so ke ai.. muhaha... getting to de climax le.. hahs..
update again bahx.. nitey pple.. muacks..
*i wont be alone. || 10:16 PM
Friday, January 07, 2005
blogging.. hahs.. @ atrium.. wid my sisters of blood back again! muhaha.. their maths lessons cancelled.. hahs..
came to skool @ 9am today.. hahs.. i tot my lessons was @ 9 lohx.. den actually my itl class is @ 10 lohx.. kaox.. crap lahx.. so stood @ atrium for abt half an hour, toking to peishi and hungjip and waiting for a miracle.. but it didnt happen.. i should haf wake up earlier ytd!!! err! haix.. nvm.. fated and destined.. i really hope he stays.. well, im being selfish here.. haix.. but nvm.. im going to brave thru this.. its not going to pull me down.. i mean, wat can be more serious than knowing that de person u like is someone like this... i mean.. haix..
going to pia our bca project soon.. after de gurls come back wid their food.. haix.. time passes so fast.. common test is going to start on de last wk of this mth.. so fast?!?!?! argh.. i dun even noe a single thing.. shit.. c'mon.. how many times haf i been paying attention.. hahs.. i noe i shall buck up.. nvm lah.. do watever i can do.. most impt! dun surf de net in class!!! hahs...
de gurls r eating in front of me.. how could they? how could they eat such nice food in front of someone tt wanna lose weight.. argh.. denise's eating pasta.. grace's eating some salad, and coughing badly.. poor girl.. she's not joining us tonight.. oh ya... piak, samy, banchin n fren, and me r going clubbing tonight.. hahs.. so cool...
shall update again.. take kares pple...
*i wont be alone. || 1:25 PM
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
blogging.. bad mood again.. and this time, its de extreme! just what am i undergoing right now? hey, wat haf i done to deserve all this.. shucks.. dun wish to go into details.. u guys noe lahx.. haix..
i dun care.. i told ling le.. no matter wat happened, doesnt matter what's wid him, i juz love him bcos he is who he is... no matter wat.. yesh.. tts it.. TTS IT! oh man.. i've been babbling all this stuffs to ling for like 4 hrs?! doubt she can stand it.. muhaha.. sorry girl..
argh.. its a long day tml, again.. 8am-5pm.. wednesdays r supposed to be maybel's lucky day... but i tink, tml will be de day tt i treasure de most.. gosh.. wat am i saying lahx.. crap.. oh ya.. 8am-5pm tml.. gosh.. wat a day! poa, cipr, itl n more itl.. argh.. not a gd day.. would like to haf a early night now.. but! still haf work to do.. cipr pbl presentation.. tink gotta present tml le bahx.. thou din really do much lahx.. but den, haf to like edit all de slides.. so shagged.. argh..
im really very depressed ah!!!!!!! argh!! argh!! god, plz dun allow tt nightmare to bcum reality.. he's not going to leave.. plz.. love ya god..
toking to yk now... he's not replying.. bleahs.. hmmm.. seemed like he suffered when he's @ sp for 2 days.. cats, his worse fear appeared when he's eating his lunch.. hehs.. kinda funny lahx.. but i shall not laugh..
nth much to say le lahx.. update again bahx.. nights peeps.. take kares...
*i wont be alone. || 10:17 PM
Monday, January 03, 2005
blogging.. in a damn bad mood.. dun ask me why.. juz bad mood.. haix.. 2oo5 sucks..
today bca lessons at 11am.. but i woke up @ 1o45!!! how cool.. rushed thru all my stuffs and finally reached skool @ 1120.. phew.. luckily was still considered present.. hahs.. bca ended @ 12plus.. den went to SIM to eat lunch wid denise n grace.. was discussing how to dye my hair all de way.. muhaha.. grace had to go off earlier cos she's meeting her friend.. den denise waited for me @ de library for my poa lessons to end... wat crap.. i dun understand a single thing again.. muhaha.. when lessons FINALLY ended, went to library to find her and watch Romeo And Juliet together.. its a nice movie lohx.. de ending is so sad.. tt hateful denise was trying to irritate and make me luff when romeo n juliet r dying, to prevent me from crying.. argh.. i feel so inhumane.. they were dying and im still laughing to denise's lame jokes.. wat crap.. muhaha..
smth strange happened @ de atrium.. we were in de toilet @ de atrium after watching de movie.. den i saw this girl coming to wash her hands, who looking 99% alike as Claire Danes, who acted as Juliet.. i was like 'wat?! am i seeing things?!' den i hurry denise to come out and i was like searching in de atrium for tt girl.. but i cant find her le.. denise said i was hallucinating.. but i SWEAR!! she looks juz like her!!! argh.. well, watever lahx..
so depressed.. lessons @ 8 tml.. haix.. its quite a long day tml.. 8am-3pm..
so depressed.. i miss him..
so depressed.. i miss him..
update again.. nights peeps.. take kares..
*i wont be alone. || 9:52 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
blogging.. yea.. its my first entry of de yr!! how cool.. whoa.. welcome 2oo5~
had a great countdown for this new yr.. my first countdown wid my sister of blood, denise oh~ muhaha.. went down to suntec to meet denise n jason @ ard 5 plus.. den jason went off to find his frens.. denise and i still got some time before meeting grace and my mum, so we went jalan @ suntec.. hahs.. mango was having a great sale.. we were like enjoying our shopping there while my mum called and say she wanna pick us up.. she took a cab to pick us up lahx.. hahs.. luckily mum pick us up earlier.. it started to rain heavily when we boarded de cab.. muhaha.. mummy gave me my new yr present, a wired keychain which forms my name.. muhaha.. lurve her~ we went to de No. 1 bbq steamboat to eat.. grace joined us later bcos she got a staff meeting earlier on.. we actually stayed there n eat for 3 hrs!!!!!! my god~ how much calories would there be?!?!? denise managed to persuade her dad to let her 'stay at my place' when we actually planned to go esplanade to countdown.. muhaha.. my mum send us to suntec city and she went off for some 'dry swimming' session at my aunt's place.. muhaha.. play mahjong lahx..
we den made our way to esplanade.. on our way, grace met her frens and den denise and i went off.. de 2 of us gonna rock de night~ when we walked out of de underpath, there's like guards ushering us to de right place.. denise and i feel like we r going to some autograph sessions like tat, wid all those barrigates.. muhaha.. and finally, we managed to walk thru tt crowd and reached esplanade.. thou we cant really get a nice place to stand thru de night.. we walked ard de place and found a rather nice spot.. somewhere under de bridge, where alot of pple are playing wid de spray cans.. of cos we had to joined in de fun.. we bought green, pink and orange spray cans, and there's nice pple who started squirting their cans on us.. how friendly.. its rather cool thou.. muhaha.. when its twelve, i called him.. wishing him a happy new year.. im so thrilled when i finally get thru de line.. how cool.. i heard his voice de first thing in new year~ thank god.. happy 2oo5..
after all de countdown and spraying thingy, we were like walking aimlessly, wid our hair and body 'coated' wid all those colourful 'snow flakes' tt nice pple gave us.. phew.. hahs.. denise suggested walking down to town to catch a movie.. but, in de middle of night, how could 2 idiots w/out sense of direction make it to town? wanted to take a cab to town, but queue was long everywhere.. and i even got harressed by a motorist at de taxi stand @ pan pacific hotel.. wat crap.. i've got good memories there okie.. dun try to spoil my night, and denise was more pissed off than i am.. nice sister.. muhaha.. de queue was too long, 2 impatient ladies decided not to wait.. so we ended up walking ard suntec n esplanade area for abt a hour before we find de right way.. thanks denise.. when we finally stepped into town area, its already like 3plus.. gosh.. we walked for abt 2 hrs plus.. nice new yr night.. muhaha.. since its like so late, of cos we din wan to watch movie anymore.. waited for NR3 to go home..
we wanted to buy drinks at 7-11 when we reached bukit panjang.. but crap lahx.. they said they r not allowed to sell alcohol from 12am to 6am.. wat's this! kaox.. muhaha.. bobian, bought fruit juices instead.. haix.. denise stayed over at my place tt night.. muhaha.. we watched abit of 'the incredibles' before we sleep.. nice movie.. muhaha..
she went home early in de morning de next day.. i had to wake up to close de door for her.. but went back to sleep anyway.. and i woke up @ 6 plus in de evening tt day.. nice sleep.. muhaha..
happy new year everyone~ wish all ur wishes come true.. muacks.. take kares pple~
*i wont be alone. || 1:03 AM