ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
bye bye may. welcome june.
wahaha. time really flies.
and im really getting mouldy. wth.
bad week, bad beginning. haix.
its ok. rain will be over soon, real soon.
school's alright. oh well, i missed my econs tutorials twice.
i meant to go this morning, really.
thou i woke up really late, but i wanted to go.
reached skool @ abt 815am. din noe which room to go to.
smsed jaymie and reygenna. no reply.
called alex and yuanhao. no response.
so its not my fault tt i skipped tutorials today. hehs.
ate breakfast @ canteen 1, alone. sian. wahaha.
went for BF lecture. mertice pangseh loh! haha.
din pay much attention thou.
was busy wid my new found love, Melman! wahaha.

goodness. isnt he cute?! wahaha. Melman, love ya, smooch*
after lecture, waited for grace and went canteen 1.
waiting for BF tutorials @ 3pm. slacked at library.
talked, laughed, crapped. haha. tts us.
went to atrium. mertice came. went for lessons.
grace went home. haha. lucky girl got no more class.
surprisingly, i dun dislike BF. hmmm.
probably its not de f*cking POA anymore, and de lecturer's nice.
haha. so i guess i might be able to clear module. wahaha.
headed home. wat a day. haix. no sunshine at all.
nth more to report. ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 11:40 PM
Monday, May 30, 2005
sitting @ block 51. waiting for next class.
this is all about poly life, isnt it? wahaha.
wat crap am i toking again.
aint myself this couple of days, turning mouldy.
having fungi growing on me soon. hahs.
oh yeap. finally went to zoo ytd.
wasnt really pleasant in de beginning of de day.
well, i jus feel that, its totally fine if they really dun wan to go.
why bother meeting me since they are not keen?
oh well, its all over. shant tok abt unhappy stuff anymore.
yeap, met liangzhen, weiling, constance, jakin, zack and chris @ Lot 1.
ate our lunch, and its raining damn heavily. goodness.
wet zoo adventure?! no way!!
hehs. nice guys of Hydrus went to rent umbrellas @ HangTen.
one for $6. wahaha. they got 4. wahaha.
waited for bus 927. wasnt in a really good mood.
oh shhh. no more bad moody thingy. hahs.
and we finally reached zoo!! wahaha!!
bought our tickets, ate Ben & Jerry's icecream. yums.
fun, fun and more fun.
constance, our great entertainer, jus made me laugh thru de whole journey.
hahs. and chris too. wahaha.
of cos, saw many animals. hahs.
oh ya, we wondered, do our faces look like toilet bowls?!
cos many animals, upon our arrival, started shitting.
de most funny one is de ostrich. wahaha. de male one.
go to de zoo, see de male ostrich, and u'll noe wat i mean. lol.
and goodness, we missed de animal show!! argh.
tts my main purpose of going there. wth. and we missed it!!
whose fault?! ur fault. f*ck you. muhaha.
left zoo @ arnd 7. went back to Lot 1.
wanted to head town. but all was too tired.
constance, weiling and jakin left us at Lot 1.
de rest of us headed KPool. haha.
played till about 9pm, headed home.
saw eugeng, chee xiong, raymond and kelvin on bus.
woah, zhenghua pioneer batch rocks. wahaha.
having some monday blues here.
woah, my 1st monday in school.
kinda sian. school w/o my best sisters jus sucks.
for all 5days, i only have 2hrs of lessons wid dem. haix.
its okay, we'll make things work.
no matter wat, best sister we are. yeap.
and oh well, i need some sunshine to get rid of my mouldiness.
saw kristen in school today for countless times.
wahaha. everywhere lah. haha.
and she's now sitting in front of me, munching her homemade sandwich.
haha, if u reading this now, a little secret to tell u.
ur sandwich smells really nice, peanut butter, right? wahaha.
get some proper food next time lah. hahaha.
watching movie wid some GLs and Hydrus peeps.
madagascar!! its about zoo again. wahaha. zoo lover.
hahaha. enjoy myself again.
whoops, lappy's batt is running low. ciaos.
nth more to report. wahaha.
*i wont be alone. || 11:11 AM
Saturday, May 28, 2005
rotting day. i hate wkends during school days.
sucks totally. cant ask liling out.
she's having her chinese 'O's on mon, u go girl.
was terribly late for tuition today. hmmm. watever.
and seriously, wats so wrong about zoo?!
phew. why's everyone not turning up for outing jus bcos its ZOO?!
Singapore Zoological Gardens is a well-known places of interest of Spore.
as sporeans, we shld be proud of it.
"huh, go zoo ah?", "zoo?! damn sian lah." comments made.
hey, personally, i tink its a damn fun place la. hmmm.
do u get to see those animals wid long noses or those hairy human lookalike walking on Orchard Road?!
any chance to come across sea lions eating their dinner @ Esplanade?!
besides, there's giraffes in de zoo now!
constance told me usually they're @ Night Safari. hmmm. watever.
and c'mon, its jus an outing.
wherever de place is, its to gather everyone.
so wats so bad about zoo?! alright, i noe it need some *ka-ching*.
initially, miss maybel is so happy cos she finally got de chance to go zoo!
but now, she's not so excited about it anymore.
its so demoralising. she spent $$ sending smses and receive no response.
fine fine fine. its ok.
i always remember wat huanzhi says during a debrief @ SportsCamp.
its not de quantity tt matters, its de quality.
small grp, small fun. big grp, big fun.
so we're going to have some small fun tml. phew.
good way of self-comforting. -_-"
de no. of pple going is already bad enuff for me.
and now, he! argh! me! @?!#!@?!#! wth. argh, nevermind.
no point saying. -_-" no more sunshine. argh. @?!#!@?!#!
i dun care. im going to enjoy there.
laugh my ass off when looking at de monkeys scratching for each other.
reminds me of 3rd of SportsCamp.
everyone's hair kena paint, so started picking paint from hair for each other.
ehem. lol. alright, smth to luff at. lol.
alright, back to de point.
im going to enjoy myself, regardless who's there or not there.
and de weather, pls dun play another joke on me by raining or sun shining damn brightly.
let it be cloudy. yeap, cloudy. BAH! learn from xiaxue.blogspot.com
We are going to the zoo, zoo, zoo
How about you, you, you
You can come too, too, too
We are going to the zoo, zoo, zoo
lalala. call me crazy, call me mad.
i dun care! wahahaha.
2days without sunshine, makes me mouldy.
nth more to report. zoo-ing soon! ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 10:17 PM
Friday, May 27, 2005
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*i wont be alone. || 11:05 PM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
overslept again. goodness.
its a sleepy week.
missed scm lecture @ 8am.
woke up @ 1230pm and hurry to skool for 1pm class.
hahs, IS class. woah, same class wid andrea, liyu, wanching and celine.
so "qiao". muhaha. good good, at least wont feel lonely.
in de same grp wid andrea for assignment, hehs. good~
class ended early. went to mambo to look for huanzhi to change back our cards.
haha, headed home. sian.
today's not a happy day le. sian sian sian.
nvm, one day of rain doesnt affect tml's sunshine.
hehs, wat am i toking?!?! hahaha.
its ok, its ok, its ok.
well oh well.
nth more to report. lalala. ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 8:38 PM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
woah. i feel fat. haha.
went out for a eating spree on monday. hahs.
wid liling, lilynne, tiffy, nenghao, clemence, liangzhen and andrew.
met them @ 10am @ somerset mrt. was late, hehs.
went over to killiney to eat breakfast w/o tiffy, she's very late.
den she came over to meet us. breakfast was nice!! hahs.
took a bus to balestier for early lunch.
walked de whole balestier b4 settling down @ a bah kut teh shop.
yums. den took a cab to jalan pisang for another lunch.
yums!!! its cheap and nice~ de queue was freaking long. hahs.
wanted to continue eating, but all were abit too full.
so went to a place in lavender to play pool. fun fun.
after playing pool, walked to bugis.
andrew and clemence went off earlier.
de rest of us went to ps. ate dinner there, its yummy too.
hahs, tiffy went to watch movie wid her freshies.
so, me, liling, nenghao and liangzhen went to watch another movie.
The Jacket. weird movie. but nice. hahs.
went home. skool's starting. argh.
1st day of skool. woah. was late. muhaha.
so took a cab wid huiteng. hahs.
and its a happy day. tts all to report for skool.
lessons ended @ 12pm. went to mambo wid huanzhi and grace.
went back skool to meet huiteng. watched movie in library.
met jakin, watched Star Wars III.
er, its nice la. but not my type of movie. hahs.
reached home @ arnd 11pm.
had a big fight wid granny. wth. wat have i done wrong?
she called mom. get scolded by her too.
good beginning but bad ending for de day. phew.
tomorrow will be better.
today. overslept for 12pm class.
when i wake up, its 12pm. hehs.
so take my time to go to skool, met grace and denise.
ate lunch. went to library, saw faiz. hahs. crapped wid him.
heard smth from him and couldnt concentrate for scm briefing.
argh. hahs. briefing ended @ 3.30pm. cool.
went to TAS clubhouse.
its a happy day, again. wahaha.
grace and denise joined TAS, hahs. good good.
they both going for canoe polo training today. tc sisters.
happy all de way. hahs.
headed to atrium to grab some food b4 their training.
saw huiteng again, helped her carry her books.
oh its damn heavy man! haha, nursing's not good.
waited for teresa to get back my jacket @ atrium.
happy all de way, again. muhaha.
walked out to take bus home.
happy all de way, again!! lucky maybelyn.
asking why am i happy?
its my lil secret. ciaos.
nth more to report.
*i wont be alone. || 8:01 PM
Monday, May 23, 2005
miss maybel is not feeling good.
argh. i feel like a sinner lah.
feel damn bad now lah. argh. argh!!!
i need someone to punish me so that i wont feel this bad!
made a promise, but cant fulfil it. and de person doesnt blame me.
i really wanted to fulfil my promise. and i dun mind.
i admit, in de beginning i din wan to.
but after tinking, i wanted to! i swear my life on it!
still tell me to do watever tt makes me happy.
as long as im happy, he'll be happy too.
dammit. i wan to cry. i feel damn bad!!! BAD!!
thou in de end i still got my wish,
i got a freaking bad feeling abt it. wonder why.
if u are reading my blog, u shld noe wat am i referring to.
a big, big SORRY to you. SORRY!
full of sins.
*i wont be alone. || 12:30 AM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
today is a money-fly-away day for miss maybel.
argh. hahs. was late AGAIN for tuition.
so decided to take my time.
even had my breakfast before leaving home. hahs.
needless to say, took a cab lah. hahaha.
and today is payday!!! happy~~
but happy moment doesnt last.
went to Lot 1 after tuition.
passed by Ella, this dress totally attracted me.
cos its in pink!! muhaha. went in immediately.
tried on de black one first. realised tt its damn nice.
den tried on de pink one. tink de 1st one is better.
but i still couldnt decide on which to buy.
and i din wan to spend my $$ so fast. argh.
walked arnd de shop. called mom but she din pick up.
in de end, as an impulsive buyer, i bought it.
wahaha. hope i wont regret. it actually costs my half my pay!!
phew. guess it would be my DND dress. hehs.
simple yet not unglam. lol.
alright, enuff of DND. still a long way to go.
lol. phew. skool's starting real soon.
well, dun worry. new semester, new life.
and i dunno whether am i tinking too much anot.
but i reckon tt there's going to be a major change in my life.
but i dunno wat. smth called Sense told me.
and its telling me tt i've to be decisive when de time comes.
this i noe. but i dunno how.
i dun like making choices. in fact, i hate it!!
but isnt life full of choices? hmmm.
alright, watever. i dun wish to tink anymore.
no matter wat, i always trust my feelings.
i'll do watever my feelings tell me to.
i'll go wherever my feelings tell me to.
no doubt, tts it, yeap!
nth more to report. yawns. jus woke up from my deary nap.
*i wont be alone. || 6:32 PM
woah. SportsCamp outing. hehs.
miss maybel still din get her wish in de end.
muhaha. no zoo! lol.
as planned, went sentosa wid sc peeps.
cool~ as usual, hydrus, or shld say pydrus, had de most no. of peeps.
muhaha. our alliance, which stood so strong.
had breakfast @ harbourfront mac while waiting for pple to arrive.
headed palawan beach. lol.
de guys started playing soccer, vball, frisbee and watever la.
lol. was crapping all de way. muhaha.
din wan to get into water. hehs.
all i noe its tt i've been walking here n there all de time.
muhaha. oh, andrew suffered from a cramp when we going to leave sentosa.
poor guy. and he's like freezing cold lying on de ground. phew.
after everyone took about 1 and a 1/2 hour to wash up,
we finally left sentosa!!!
and we actually walked to harbourfront. yeap.
hahaha. had dinner @ de Seah Im Market. yums.
de kambing soup is damn nice la. hahs.
took bus 97 wid jakin to jurong east. wanted to look for kim.
called her. she's not at home. hahs.
so waited for her @ jurong east.
den walked quite a distance to take my bus 187.
and de highlight of de day.
miss maybel accidentally stepped on a poor lil snail, and killed it.
oh man. i din do it on purpose!! argh.
pls forgive my sins. dear snail, im sorry.
my deepest condolences to de snail family.
miss maybel promises to walk carefully in de future.
miss/mister snail, rest in peace and DUN HAUNT ME!!
alright. nth more to report. ciaos. niteys.
*i wont be alone. || 12:22 AM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
woah. a week since i blogged.
hahs. nth much to report actually.
had been rotting at home since SportsCamp ended.
but had to say a big SORRY to my MDE peeps.
sorry i had to leave early. SORRY!
met up wid some Hydrus peeps ytd. woah.
met firdaus, din, constance, chris, jeremiah, zack, weiling, debbie, junwei at cine.
jakin came to find us awhile later. woah.
and chris had to leave early.
was supposed to watch movie wid dem.
but they went to play pool and forgot de time.
in de end, we had no show to watch. argh. hahs.
so jus ended up walking arnd @ cine and heerens.
headed to taka before going to wisma.
went into de Dior shop and saw this bracelet which is damn nice la!!
$200!!! goodness!!! i wan it lah. argh.
den in Burberry, saw this handphone accessory in blue, $120!
thank god there's no pink lah. hahs, if not i'll be tinking of it everyday.
wahaha. goodness. i wan to save up for tt bracelet!!
its really damn nice!! argh. $$$$$$!!!
went to TopShop @ wisma to shop for debbie's fren bday pressie.
de guys had fun in there lah. wahaha.
after we left TopShop, zack had his bday dare. wahahaha.
fun!! fun!! fun!! i love Hydrus!! fun!!
headed to Liat Towers Starbucks.
all chipped in money to buy a slice of cake for zack.
and sabo him again. hahs.
den i suggested going to esplanade and chill. wahaha.
i shld haf suggest it earlier lah. den can stay there longer.
debbie firdaus and jeremiah went home. de rest of us headed esplanade.
had a fun time there too. muhaha.
de most interesting thing of de nite.
weiling, din, zack, junwei and jakin went to take MRT.
while i headed to bus stop. de time is abt 11.40pm.
and miss maybel actually waited there for like 1hour and no bus!!!
argh. i wanted to cry!! alot of ah-nehs walked past and smiled strangely at me lo.
and i got no $$ to take cab. and i called home and no wan pick up tt freaking fone.
wat the fuck! hahs. den thank god!!
jakin called and helped!!! wahahaha.
so miss maybel took a cab to jurong east.
picked him up and sent him home first.
and back to my home sweet home!! hahaha. finally lah!!
thanks my dear jakin!! u da best!!
and i've got to say sorry to another person. wahaha.
sorry to Mr Charles Wong Jun Liang!!! haha.
for putting u aeroplane today. wahaha.
but its damn funny lah, cant stop luffing. wahahaha.
but sorry lah! haha.
alright. nth more to report.
*i wont be alone. || 4:11 PM
Friday, May 13, 2005
yeap. miss maybel is finally back.
hahs, sports camp is supposed to be only 4days 3 nights.
but miss maybel was in skool for 6days 5nights, yeap.
thou i say camp had FINALLY ended. but i seriously miss everyone.
parting sucks. seeing my hydrus-ians leaving makes me cry la.
lol. peeps, this is going to be a damn long entry.
so if u tink tt its going to bore u, press click de button wid X.
Sunday, 8th may
had to report to skool 1 day earlier. reached skool @ arnd 6.
me, mudd, huanzhi had dinner wid pyxis @ kap.
after every grp arrived, usual routine, cleaned up sports hall.
campfire songs session. debrief for very long.
afterall, de following day is a big day. everyone seems tensed.
after lights out, hydrus had a short meeting den zzz.
but miss maybel is too high to sleep. lol.
hehs, so notti me decided to take out my markers, and wid joanne, we wreck havoc.
of cos we wont sabo own gender la. hahs.
went over to de guys' slping area. wahahaha.
had a great time displaying my talent for arts, on guys' bodies. lol.
once again, of cos my hydrus is safe. hahs, cos they nv even slp. lol.
drew until we sian already, den slept on khairi's hammock on de guys' side.
when lenny came and chased us out. hahahaha.
den took small daren's hammock and tied it on girls' side.
den tok alot wid jo, teresa and esther. wahaha.
de few of us had breakfast @ 5am plus. thanks giappy. haha.
alright, actually wanted to slp for awhile after breakfast.
but, haix, its time to wake up le. yeap.
Monday, 9th may
de big day finally arrived. din slp de whole nite.
so got ample time to get myself ready.
started debriefing. it felt damn good seeing all GLs in de same shirt. lol.
cos we are one BIG family.
reporting time for freshies is 8am.
and there's someone who reached @ 730am.
and he's from Hydrus. woah.
frankly speaking, i couldnt really keep my cool when de freshies came in.
i was kinda nervous thou. hahahaha.
first day wid freshies was really bad.
miscommunications. anti climax. its juz bad la.
had some cca showcases before and after lunch.
den games. dinner. night games.
debriefing was terribly bad. all negative comments.
i was really shocked when i heard someone say tt de GLs was not hyper enuff.
c'mon, Hydrus's GLs leh?! not hyper enuff?! u kidding me?!
nvm. comments accepted. Hydrus's GLs can make it.
lights out after GLs' debriefing. GLs all sleep together. united.
oh ya, i actually bathed in de guys' toilet. wid some other girls.
thanks andrew and dzul for guarding outside. lol.
and, Happy Birthday to yenkai.
Tuesday, 10th may
morning PT. phew, warm up. 3 rounds of track. push ups, situps.
had some cca showcases again. den went over to kismis to have some games.
before dinner, had alot of cheering wid other grps. hahs.
competing against each other. wahaha. fun lah.
after dinner was de treasure hunt. yeap, thank god they modified de game ah.
hahs, if not surely lots of complains again. hahs.
this time we are supposed to protect our own make lantern from water bombs.
all de water bombs nearly caused a fight between hydrus and mira peeps.
phew, lucky everything ended okay.
and we actually got 2nd for de game.
din manage to get 1st cos we came back later than mira. argh. hahs.
debriefing again. less of negative comments. but still not good enuff.
lights out after GLs debriefing.
Wednesday, 11th may
morning PT. campus run. argh. constance injured her ankle and i brought her back.
phew, thanks girl. hahs. saved me from PT. hahs.
a damn dirty day for everyone. hahs.
went to pool for some cca showcases. dragonboat, canoepolo and lifesaving.
and i was pushed down into de pool by adrian. thanks ah.
after pool games was lunch. and dirtiness coming on its way.
mudd went off to his station game and i was incharge.
phew. had all traditional games. dirty enuff. hahs.
and sky injured his head. gosh, his forehead ws bleeding profusely.
completed 8stations. reported back to sports gallery, wet and oily.
and thanks giap for buying pink dolphin for me. hehs. u da best.
had been pampering me for de entire camp. thanks.
all went to bathe to get ready for campfire.
GLs all went over to kismis to bathe.
me, denise and grace shared de same cubicle.
whoops. hahs. sexy babes. hahaha.
had a great dinner tt night. buffet. wahaha.
and thanks kristen for de aloe vera facial treatment. hahs.
seriously sunburnt. hahs.
proceeded to convention for our campfire.
de campfire was good, but im not. haix.
never mind, dun ask me why.
our skit was great too. love de banana song.
"1 banana, 2 bananas, 3 bananas, 4.
5 bananas, 6 bananas, many many more."
haha. Hydrus actually won The Most Outstanding Group.
im so so so surprised!!! hahs. our efforts were paid off.
debriefing was great. finally was all de positive comments.
i was very, very touched. im proud of Hydrus.
its de last night of camp, so its a no lights out night.
after de GLs' debriefing, rape squad in action. gosh.
for one moment i tot i was lucky tt im a girl so i wont kena.
but i was wrong. banana squad attacked me!
de girls try to rip off my underwear but failed! hahaha.
but my butt was kena wid prickly heat. argh, thanks banana squad.
im surprised to see some of my freshies sitting arnd.
hahs, i tot they all were too tired tt they would slp.
played some games wid them until he told me to go to bathe. hahs.
after bathing, wanted to continue playing wid dem, but was too tired.
hahs. feeling terribly bad, personal stuffs.
had a good cry before going to slp. thanks kristen.
Thursday, 12th may
last day of camp. i hated it. i knew i couldnt take it.
had breakfast. our first breakfast tts not biscuits. hahs.
took alot of pictures wid Hydrus and Pyxis. hahs.
went over to LT 26. for breaking camp ceremony.
thank guangrong for helping me carry my baggage over. im lazy.
most of my freshies went to convention hall for CCA fiesta.
most of de GLs stayed to catch some slp. but never in peace.
cos rape squad in action. by de end of de day, about 99.99% of de guys were underwear-less.
after de freshies came back to LT 26, crying sessions begin.
im useless i noe. but i juz couldnt control.
it feel really bad to see them take their bags, and walk off.
hugged everyone. cried. some cried too. promised to see each other soon.
stayed in LT 26 for very long. watched Rape Squad de movie. hahs.
and notti maybel actually went to kajiao those underwear-less guys wid garrett.
by putting ice into their pants. wahaha.
finally sports camp ended.
but u tink its de end? no. cos there's still one more night.
some GLs and comm decided to stay for another night, in ktv lounge.
esther, denise, dora, paige, huiting, teresa, joanne, kristen, guangrong, garrett, jefri, liangzhen, faiz, shaffi, hardi, kevin, karmede, khairi, alan, pradeep, azli, small daren, giapseng, ben, mimiyan daren, nenghao, azlan and ME!! haha. long list.
ate dinner @ kap and bought lots of junk from cold storage. hahs.
had de whole nite of fun! calling some GLs in de middle of nite.
damn crap lah. hahaha. wanted to slp de. but scare kena draw. hahs.
so wait till most of them slp de den me and esther went to slp.
slept right under de fan lah. damn cold. hahs.
woke up @ 10plus. suddenly felt tt its de best slp ever. hahs.
packed up and put out stuff in clubhouse. had a damn good bath.
feels damn great. hahs. after kena raped by raped squad again.
deepheat all over my body. haha.
saw some of my freshies. so happy!! haha.
waited for de guys to bathe for damn long lah.
they are stucked in de pool for canoepolo and dragonboat.
hahs, damn hungry lah. they still take their own sweet time to bathe.
argh. hahs. had lunch @ canteen 2. hahs.
all GLs there joined TAS and CA. hahs. damn funny la.
we're supposed to ask our freshies to join cca. in de end we joining ourselves.
lol. went back to ktv lounge to watch White Chicks and sleep.
had cup noodles in there. for some reasons, mine tastes like heaven.
after movie, tok crap @ sports deck. den finally left skool. hahs.
had dinner @ KFC. haha. miss maybel is a lucky girl.
i dun haf to carry my baggage at all la.
shared cab wid huiting, dora and small daren. finally reached home @ 11!!
yea~~~
finally finished everything for camp. hahaha.
once again, thanks all Hydrus for making everything possible.
i love you guys.
who is de champion of sports camp?
Hydrus.
who is de champion of sports camp?
Hydrus.
anyone who mess wid us will be?
chaota.
anyone who mess wid us will be?
prata.
cos we are Hydrus,
we are Hydrus.
nth more to report.
*i wont be alone. || 11:28 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
big day's arriving. yeap. hahs.
and, its 3.17am and im still widely awake.
and i gotta wake up @ 8am. phew.
thank god SC comm changed meeting time to 830pm.
dun nidda rush to skool after tuition. hehs.
and yes. de big day, sports camp!! woah.
sports camp, 9th to 12th.
GLs booking in on de 8th. yeap, no doubt.
and finally finished EVERYTHING @ liangzhen's hse today.
had a little design on our tshirts.
simple and easy, and i tink its damn freaking nice!
all GLs and freshies IDs settled. *sweats
letterbox completed. its damn cute lah. hahs.
tshirts done. EVERYTHING DONE LAH!!
*claps* im so proud of myself and Hydrus. haha.
going MIA from 8th to 12th. miss me again peeps.
anything, call me. wahaha. 24/7.
haha. woah, im still dun feel slpy. die. lol.
Sports Camp.
Hydrus.
-maybel, clemence, guangrong, liangzhen, huanzhi, celine, serene
and MUDD, my beloved CGL.
Pyxis.
Polaris.
Draco.
Orion.
Atlas.
Sirius.
Mira.
we rock. yeap, no doubt.
to my dear Hydrus and all GLs,
take care and rest well. everyone MUZ be healthy.
yeap, sports camp oei~
*i wont be alone. || 3:17 AM
Friday, May 06, 2005
lalalalalalala.
dun ask why. but miss maybel is in a damn good mood.
and its DAMN GOOD MOOD. hahahaha.
woah. no more disappointment today.
lalalalalalala. lol.
good mood. good mood. good mood.
met up wid my Hydrus to complete freshie IDs and everything.
reached skool @ 12+.
went to IS block to settle my enrolment thingy first.
phew. still muz wait for their call. argh.
went to atrium to meet de rest.
haha. and finally guangrong showed his face. lol.
after many days of MIA. haha.
all decided to go to liangzhen's house again. hahs.
all = me, guangrong, mudd, ronnie and liangzhen.
went to westmall for lunch. and shopped arnd for gl ids.
hahs. bought carabinas(dunno how its spelt lah).
and oso dog bone keychains, to be our gl ids.
hehs. cute lah. and miss maybel finally got her desired color.
wahaha. pink~ woah.
reached liangzhen's house @ arnd 3pm la.
cant really get down to work lah.
cos de paint tt we needed is wid huanzhi. and he's @ chalet.
so had a hard time calling and calling, and finally got back de paint.
hahs. had some fun while doing all de stuff. hahs.
settled all de freshie ids. yeap. finally!
argh. letterbox and tshirts not done. haix.
nvm. there's still one more day to complete everything.
tml, die die muz get EVERYTHING done.
and yes. 2 more days to sports camp!!!
SO LOOKING FORWARD!!!!
lalalalala. de tot of sports camp make my good mood even better.
lalalalala. lalalalala. lalalalala.
alright. nth more to report.
hopefully. eventually.
*i wont be alone. || 9:29 PM
Close To You - Carpenters
Why do birds suddenly appear
Everytime you are near
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Everytime you walk by
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon-dust
In you hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue
That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
love this songs.
love Carpenters. woah.
*i wont be alone. || 8:47 PM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
miss maybel promises to be a good girl.
and not club in de next 6 mths.
yes, i promise.
went back to chalet last nite. after de enrolment thingy.
freak. de enrolment thingy juz sucks lah.
met denise, liangzhen, huanzhi and sihan.
reached chalet @ arnd 8pm. phew.
was in a damn not good mood lah.
wat am i expecting seriously?!
ate some food. played some games. watched tv.
discussed whether to go clubbing wid joanne and kristen after de 9pm show.
dun wanna leave denise alone. so its either denise go wid us, or i wont go.
hehs. so, she went wid us. lol.
wanted to leave chalet b4 midnight to avoid midnight charge.
argh. but there a CGLs and comm meeting.
and miss maybel had to represent mr mudd.
finally CGLs could leave. but comm still haf to stay for more meeting.
so still gotta wait for kristen. hahs.
so, we FINALLY left chalet @ arnd 130am.
we = me, denise, joanne, kristen, melanie, ange, xueting.
mel, ange and xueting took a cab to ChinaBlack first.
me, denise, jo and kristen headed to Zouk. hahs.
gosh, lao4 vivien was drunk. and sitting outside Zouk.
poor girl. argh, look who's talking about drunk now?! hahs.
took IC and headed ChinaBlack. wth. din spend a single cent clubbing.
but spent hell lot of $$ taking cab. hahaha.
alright. ChinaBlack, where de nightmare begins.
i seriously dunno how i actually got drunk.
but i supposed credits go to Gin and Tonic, more Gin.
and i cant even remember how many of tt i drank.
dancing, shaking when all of a sudden, xueting took denise away.
and before i noe, mel and ange took me away.
and my head is spinning, spinning and spinning. yea.
after all dragging and carrying, me and denise finally get out of CB.
waited outside for jo and kristen to come out.
alright. due to excessive alcohol contents in de body, miss maybel stared vomitting.
wahahaha. alright. this is de FIRST TIME EVER i got SO drunk.
and wat is all this for?! wat de hell am i actually doing?!
wat am i expecting?! wat am i doing?!?!?!?!?!?! fine.
finally made our way back to chalet.
and i still clearly rmb i insisted tt i cant walk.
called huanzhi. haha. tok alot of crap in de fone.
ask him to get his ass out of chalet and carry me in! lol.
and he did. thanks da ge, mr nice guy.
alright, i noe miss maybel is heavy. hard on u guy.
so 3 drunk girls finally arrived back to chalet @ 5am+.
still rmb it was daren who brought me up to de room.
alright, and was waken up @ 9am+. phew.
and its seriously hangover this time. wth.
thanks everyone for concerning.
and big thanks to liangzhen, andrew and ben for looking at me and shake their heads.
and thanks everyone for suaning me as well. lol.
thanks them for blasting techno early in de morning too.
which caused my headache to be WORSE. lol.
okok. finally managed to set my foot into burger king.
had hot tea. yeap. it helps. so much. wahaha.
shared a cab home wid huanzhi, yuting and ange.
thanks u pple for letting me alight first.
and this is de ever first time i reached home,
din even wash my feet, and dropped dead on my bed.
wahahaha. woke up half an hour ago. feeling SOOO much better.
and guys, miss maybel gotta keep my promise.
"maybelyn says she swears she's not going for clubbing in de next 6mths."
this is recorded in azlan's fone. so its a promise. hahaha.
alright. nth more to report.
i've got too much disappointments.
so i would expect no more.
*i wont be alone. || 6:21 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
in de end, miss maybel still went for chalet last nite.
wahaha. change my tuition to 2pm later. lol.
phew. went town to meet deary grace ytd.
i miss her sooooooooooo much.
i got soooooooooooo many things to tell her.
hahaha. and i finally bought my Forever 21 top. *claps*
after so much choosing and trying, still bought de top tt i first set my eyes on.
wahaha. thanks mummy for de $$. hehs.
met jefri, huiting, lekteng, paige, kevin, joanne, daren, dora and khairi @ pasir ris MRT.
went to shop arnd in NTUC. den WALKED to downtown east.
while walking there, de 4 TAS peeps(dora, daren, khairi, kevin) were singing all de way.
poor kevin had to carry all our bags for being late. hahs.
we proudly announced our arrival @ unit. H1 by singing "six little ducks".
hmmm. alright. tts all i've to report. hahaha.
gotta ciaos for tuition. bye peeps.
everything would be alright.
*i wont be alone. || 1:35 PM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
surprise!!
im blogging @ 7.42am!!!
"woah, y wake up so early?"
bcos miss maybel din even sleep!!
"woah, y u didnt slp den?"
good qn. i cant slp!
turning and tossing on my bed since dunno when.
till i cant stand it anymore. i decided to get out of my bed.
went to market wid grandpa. woah. they should buy 4D.
bought home a sumptous breakfast.
waiting for them to digest now. hehs.
usually if i din slp for de whole nite, and by this time,
i should be getting ready to slp.
but i cant! bcos miss maybel has to go to skool @ 10+ later.
argh. i din wan to go actually. hehs.
but since im already awake! i shld be a gd girl and go for my meeting.
argh. and i cant go for chalet today!!! wth.
i wanted to go. i told peeps im going.
i told grace im going wid her.
but now im going to be stuck wid 2 kids to help them prepare their oral!!
argh. tuition! tuition! tuition!
haix. i hope de kids fail their exams and their parents would juz sack me.
hahs. but too bad. im a gd tutor. they juz cant fail!
lol. jkjk. i've got my job ethics. and morals.
alright. but im still meeting my deary grace in town later.
so gotta leave early for de meeting. oops.
hahs. sorry mde peeps.
but i really miss my bestie alot. hehs.
argh. its ok. i've got no disadvantage if i dun go chalet today.
its ok. its ok. ITS OK!
but i would rather be having fun than to face 2notorious kids!
phew. nvm. nvm. maybel, u go girl.
and de weather is killing me. argh.
so sick. so hot. so everything. weather's a killer!
amazing. there's pple actually signing in msn @ this kind of hour.
hmmm. im usually slping like a pig at this hour. lol.
yea. chalet, chalet, CHALET!!
have fun, have fun, HAVE FUN!!
and sports camp is nearing.
sports camp, sports camp, SPORTS CAMP!
woah. junior sherry contacted me tt day.
she wanted to join SC. haix. she told me chun ping is backing out.
darn tt guy lah. he's in my group lo. argh.
but main point is, sherry asked if i could help try to slot her into de empty vacancy.
haix. as much as i wanted to help. i dun haf any say in it.
asked mudd abt it. he couldnt say anything either.
guess de comm wouldnt allow it.
cos there's still like X pple on de waiting list. phew.
SC is TOOOOO popular. hahaha.
how am i going to break de bad news to sherry?! haix.
sorry girl. i tried. haix. me too wish tt u could be in my grp too.
but things have to be fair and square. *claps* -_-"
this always happened when maybel got no enuff slp.
or NO slp at all. she bcum nonsensical.
i seriously got nth more to report.
but i wan to type more. to keep myself awake.
argh. nvm, ciaos. nth more to report.
finally. after so long. finally.
thank lord, love ya.
*i wont be alone. || 7:42 AM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
*sick*
haix. terribly sick. wth.
din go for tuition this morning. haix.
wanted to continue slping after calling Jordan to cancel tuition.
but cant really slp. when finally managed to fall asleep.
leighton called and smsed me. argh. wth.
went back to slp after smsing wid him, finally.
had a dream. nice dream.
and yes, dream's always different from reality. haix.
overslept for Hydrus meeting. thank god huanzhi smsed me.
hehs. when i wake up, its already 12.46pm.
meeting's @ 1pm in skool. phew. late, late, late.
insisted going back even thou im terribly sick la. haix.
but, wth. argh~ haix. dreams and reality?! argh.
stayed in skool for awhile.
den all headed to liangzhen's house. to continue wid freshies ID.
finally get everything right. done wid abt 40plus belts for de time being.
reached home @ arnd 8pm. phew. tired and sick. argh.
i got a damn bad feeling. hmmm.
dunno why. argh.
i wanna feel good. i wanna be good.
phew. whichever, whenever, wherever, whoever, WATEVER!
nth more to report.
so wat if i do not haf to miss u anymore.
it makes no difference.
*i wont be alone. || 10:20 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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