Thursday, July 28, 2005
but a good thing is, Kelvin made it in! this means singaporeans show NO prejudice against handicapped!! thou Kelvin got really a VERY BIG disadvantage for this week's competition cos it requires him to sing AND DANCE. but wid his determination and courage, he still managed to get it! so happy. so inspirational. handicapped is NOT USELESS!! and if Kelvin really emerges as de winner, i tink its really a very good start for handicapped to start pursuing their dreams. nothing is impossible. yeap! hehe. and now, everywhere in np, derrick's posters could be seen. my goodness. hahaha.
guys' semi-finals results.
Jason - 31
Junyang - 39
Derrick - 38
Kelvin - 36.5
and de girls' semi-finals results.
Silver - 31
Xinhui - 33.5
Candice - 30
Kelly - 39.5 wohoo!!!!
Ruth was eliminated. expected it thou. but i thought Silver's performance was worse. hahaha. and KELLY GOT IN SEMI-FINALS WITH THE HIGHEST POINTS AGAIN! omg. she's my goddess, my queen! i tink she's really marvellous! she performed wid a sore throat and still managed to score! haha, if u have de talents, means u have de talents! wahaha. she rocks! yeah! im so obsessed in Kelly! haha. turning lesbian soon. lol. i could never forget her "Open your eyes" performance. really touches my heart. hehe. KELLY'S MY SUPERSTAR! wahaha. sounds so, so, so smth!! hahaha. limited vocab. lol.
so much for now. haha. ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 11:55 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
and yar, this is de guy.
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=14178514
goodness. PISSED. and fancy using "coolio" as his nickname. my goodness! which part of u is COOL?! and den, thou this would not get to tt guy, but FUCK OFF!
*i wont be alone. || 9:15 PM
read smth quite meaningful from friendster. would share.
i named it as "every women is beautiful."
a little boy asked his mother, "why are you crying?"
mother : becos im a woman.
boy : i dun understand.
mother : and you never will.
the boy then asked his father, "why does mother cry for no reason?"
his father could only say, "all women do that."
de little boy then grew up to be a man, but he was still puzzled. finally he asked God why.
God said,
" when i created women, i wanted someone special.
i made her shoulders strong enough to carry de burdens of de world, but soft enough to provide comfort.
i gave her inner strength to endure child birth, and accept rejection after rejection from her child.
i gave her de force to persevere when others give up, and to care for her family through all suffering and anguish w/o a word of complaint.
i gave her sensitivity to love her children unconditionally, even when they break her heart.
i gave her the strength to support her husband through his failures, and to complete his ribs, to protect his heart.
i gave her wisdom to noe tat a good husband will never hurt his wife, but may test her strength and her her fortitude to be by his side w/o a doubt.
and lastly, i gave her tears to shed. and thats specially hers, for her to use whenever she needs it."
a woman's beauty is not measured by wat she wears, de image she portrays or how she styles her hair.
a woman's beauty has to be seen in her eyes, becos tat is de door to her heart, de place where de love is.
every woman deserve their dignity, as every woman is beautiful.
de bold words are wat i agree most. hehe, cos im not beautiful from de outside, so i definitely tink tt a woman's real beauty couldnt be seen by bare eyes, and could only be felt by a true heart. yeah. hahaha.
alright. so much for today. ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 5:52 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
one last paper to go. phew, gotta wake up early later to revise. sigh. i need some sleep now. ciaos. niteys.
*i wont be alone. || 2:48 AM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
yeah, like this. argh, and look so weird la. help!
*i wont be alone. || 1:01 AM
Monday, July 18, 2005
alright, i was supposed to blog on my cobwebbing days which i thot im totally disconnected to the outer world. but now, im so super duper pissed off by my own blurness and got speechless. =x
and yes, thanks my darling grace and kristen for missing me!!! wahaha. i miss u guys alot too!! wahaha. fear not, maybel is back, need not miss me anymore. hehehe.
shall get back to my revision and blog later. common tests commencing in less than 2hrs. ciaos.
and a big big thing that i wan to say : I MISS HIM SO MUCH.
*i wont be alone. || 5:56 AM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
but de doc asks me to bring her back for a checkup this thurs.
says she needs some injection and upgrading.
so that it would be a more healthy and fast baby!
yea. im so freakingly happy now!!!
cos everything in my baby is intact! every single thing!!
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.
my precious gem, i promise to take good care of u.
wont let u get hurt and fall sick ever again, sweetheart.
sitting in atrium wid mertice, waiting for some stupid class @ 3pm.
ben ng was wid us jus now, he got some game thingy competition.
lol. and de atrium is goddamn noisy!
some band thingy going on as well. argh. very bad noise pollution!
hehe, actually nth much to report.
jus wanna tell everyone tt my darling baby is alright le.
pls send ur regards to her. i'll get her a name, soon.
ciaos.
wat about some pleasant surprises again? hehe.
*i wont be alone. || 12:06 PM
and i left her in de ICU last night.
having a really bad time at home, tinking how's de going.
and jaymie jus reminded me to mention tt im using her lappy to blog.
omg, i miss my baby. have yet to tink of a name for her.
but its a Her lah. cos grace insisted she wan hers to be a Him.
de person from de "hospital" said 90% it would be okay.
but he couldnt ensure tt everything in my baby would be intact.
omg, de most terrifying thought.
i could have die crying jus tinking of it.
but, as long as my precious princess is alright, den so be it.
damn those pple who "invented" those viruses and harmed my baby.
oh please, whichever god hears my prayers, bless my baby!
and i miss him so, and always.
*i wont be alone. || 8:38 AM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
im bringing my baby to see doctor tml.
i dunno wat problems my baby's having.
but its really, really bad.
i mus have been a really bad mother.
my dear baby, dun die on me. i need u so much.
my Toshiba PORTEGE A100, stylish pearl white baby.
my beloved baby, my precious gem. -_-
went esplanade this 2days for dragonboat festival.
ytd wid teresa, kristen and ange.
today wid them again and liling.
ytd was de heats and today's de finals.
hmmm, watever de results are, i still tink npdb's de best!
bought a white bohemian-styled skirt @ fareast ytd.
wahaha. hearts it. wanted to buy a pair of specs. cute!
but having 2nd thoughts. de skirt emptied my wallet already.
oh ya, went to daren's and kaixiong's farewell bbq on fri.
they're going to serve NS next fri. hahaha.
bbq held outside halo bar. had so much fun.
celebrated karmede's bday too. woah. lol.
de guys put in chilli sauce, ice and beehoon into his pants.
i wonder is it sizzling in there?! lol.
went inside halo bar to sing ktv and i saw someone!!!
amy chua shi min! my very dear pri sch fren!
she's working there. hehe. so happy to see her again.
left there arnd 11pm. was so worried tt there's no bus again.
was really happy this 2 days. hehehe.
cos, ehem, hehe. wahahahahahaha.
a pair of eyes to look.
a mouth to say "hi" and smile.
sometimes jus a glimpse is enough to make my day. ^_^
oh well, hehehehehe.
and i wan to watch movie so much!!! hahaha.
Initial D.
Mr and Mrs Smith.
War of Worlds.
and A Lot Like Love, which i watched halfway in class wid kim!
hehe. so fast, de pirated is out le. lol.
and now im going to end my entry.
cos im so worried tt my lappy will hang again. -_-
ciaos.
im tinking of him, and always.
*i wont be alone. || 10:04 PM