Saturday, April 30, 2005
bad day. coughing and sneezing de whole day.
wth. hahs. but nvm. today's a great, great day~
phew. dun ask me why. hahs.
went out wid ling de whole day. hahs.
wee~ super duper high. hehs.
ling says its been some time she seen me so happy le.
hahs. guess so too.
maybe when im happy in skool, she din see. hehs.
alright. ling went back to skool wid me.
met up wid ronnie and liangzhen to do some freshie ID stuff.
phew. din stay in skool for long.
went to holland V wid ling. Essential Brew again.
simply love there ah. thanks lao2 for introducing there. hahs.
stayed there for abt 2hours. spent all my $$ there.
hehs. maybelx loves food. but hates fats.
headed to town. hehs.
bought a pair of ear-rings @ Hula And Co.
woah. nice. hahs. one more pair to my collection. wahaha.
saw kristen @ heerens. hahs.
shopped arnd for some time den headed to Chinatown.
went to look for mummy. hehs. love mummy so much.
she buys me battery for my fone!! yeap~ finally. hahs.
she bought 2 some more. hahs. she rocks. she's my mum.
ling din wan to go home. so headed back town again. -_-"
went to this shop @ Far East. love a top there so much!!
i wan to buy!! argh. aiming for some tops from Forever 21.
hehs. but guess i couldnt afford it w/o some help from mum.
hoho. advanced thanks to mum first. hahaha.
today's supposed to be a big day.
after de whole day of "high-ness" and "happy-ness".
now i seem to be quite upset. why? dun ask me.
well, grace asked me a question which caused me to tink.
hmmm. i guess its not right for me to be so flicker.
oh well, but there's alot of things which are beyond my control.
i wish i could tell her which is de one. but i couldnt.
alright. i've to admit. this is my fault.
but maybe this is wat a Scorpio is. oh well, i dunno.
i juz hope tt nth much would bother me.
i juz wan to be happy. and my frens to be happy.
phew. grace, i really wish to have more time wid u.
but u r always busy wid work and im always busy wid all sorts of rubbish.
phew. nvm, we'll work it out. hehs.
perhaps i'll go to parkway to watch u work again. hahs.
i would be more than glad to do tt. hahs.
why would best frens tok bad abt u behind ur back?
arent they suppose to be de true-est pple arnd u?
toking bad abt u behind ur back?! is it a kind of betrayal?
is betrayal included in frenship? yeap. maybe it is.
lies and betrays are in de same package. phew.
wth am i toking about. argh.
never mind. now im getting used to it.
being a toy. plays me when u like it.
kick me aside when u find smth new.
pick me up again when u tink im still useful.
alright. perhaps tts my fate.
den so be it.
nth more to report.
no matter how long, its all over now.
*i wont be alone. || 9:42 PM
Friday, April 29, 2005
hehs. but was TOO tired. lol.
slept till 4plus. hahaha. piggy me.
nothing to report today lah.
juz wanna tell myself.
less than 24 hours. i wont haf to miss u anymore.
wahahaha.
*i wont be alone. || 9:10 PM
Thursday, April 28, 2005
last SC GLs training ytd b4 actual camp. phew.
everyone starting to get tense up.
phew. de comm kinda give us some pressure. phew.
yes, its OUR camp!! and its going to be a GREAT SUCCESS!!!
sports camp rocks!!!!
after training, went clubbing.
wid joanne, kristen, esther, paige, garrett, daren, jeffri, faiz and kevin.
SC peeps rock.
hahs. went ChinaBlack. lol.
phew. luckily can get in. lol. garrett oso damn lucky. lol.
supposed to meet them @ 11pm. lol.
some were late lah. den lobster joanne realised tt she dun haf her IC or ezlink card wid her.
lol. so i went back wid her to get. lol.
to and fro. we reached PP @ arnd 1145pm.
wth. de guys are already in de queue. we wanted to cut queue.
hehs, but de bouncer stopped us. haix.
so, jo, kristen and me waited for another 1hour plus. argh.
daren came out to wait wid us. hahs. and borrowed my battery for his fone. lol.
finally get in @ 1am. wth. hahs. de rest already enjoying inside le.
went to look for them. danced and drank alot. really drank alot.
woah, daren even bought us drinks. tequila shot for everyone of us.
hahs. and a jug of vodka ribena. total $130. daren, u da man!! lol.
hehs. cos its Ladies' Night. so me and jo decided to drink till we drop.
argh. and i got abit too tipsy till i lost daren's battery. argh.
and so now i got no fone to use. haix. gave him my battery. ARGH.
stayed there till closing time. esther and daren went off earlier.
waited outside far east's 7-11 till dawn. all wanted to catch first bus.
hahs. paige and garrett went off to take their bus.
de rest accompanied de drunken lobster(joanne) to her bus stop.
hahs. de both of us cant even walked properly.
kristen gotta hold on de both of us. hahs.
in de end, jeffri gotta piggyback me all de way to taka's bus stop. lol.
waited for jo's bus. den kristen, kevin and me went to take bus 190.
argh. damn tired. TIRED!! reached home @ arnd 7am.
phew. thank god din get scolded. lol.
clubbing's fun. dancing's fun. drinking's fun, fun, FUN!!!!
and yes!! grace's back~~~
finally!!!!!! missed her sooooooooooooo much.
hahs. yea yea yea~!
can chill wid her liao. o0o. miss her!!!!!!!!!!! hahs
and yes, lorraine's back from melbourne too~~
and its her bday today. hahs. ytd she's supposed to meet us @ ChinaBlack.
hahs. but this cheeky girl got drunk @ ChinaJump. hahs.
and couldnt make it there. lol. birthday girl ah, hahs.
phew, need to catch some rest. yawns.
less than 48 hours. i wont have to miss you anymore.
*i wont be alone. || 9:52 PM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
23 april 2005, saturday
went to skool for mde trial camp. tired.
din sleep de whole nite. hehs.
watching "Love Contract". hahs. damn nice.
HeJunXiang is so cute. hahs.
had some games in skool. maybe bcos i've attended sports camp.
thus i tink tt de games arent tt nice. hmmm.
but its jieying's and de comm's efforts. hehs.
but de whole day was fun lah. hehs. of cos its fun.
wahahaha. alright, minus de balloon part. geeesh!
im not someone who's scare of balloons. but i dunno why.
de sound of balloon bursting freaked me out TOTALLY!
caused my eyes to turn red and tear. wth. so paiseh.
*pain*pain*pain* throughout de day. why? u need not noe.
wahahaha. left skool @ arnd 5plus.
went to bt timah market and had dinner wid denise, irwin and sihan.
*grins* bought dark chocolate @ patrol station. *yums*
hahahaha. maybel's gonna go crazy.
reached home wid denise. she slept over.
before i even bathe, i fall asleep on my floor. hehs.
woke up @ 8pm and bathe. hahs. den watched a bit of TV.
and sleep again. all de way to this morning.
woke up @ 845am. and im damn late for tuition. hahs.
took cab down again. haix. $$ fly~
so tired sia. not enough sleep. cant sleep properly de whole nite.
something kept on bothering me.
cant stop tinking abt it. tried hard to stop worrying. argh.
alright. im an idiot.
nah. stop tinking. everything will be okay.
hmmm. wonder how's de peeps @ sentosa doing? hahs.
enjoying eh. i should haf go. argh. nvm.
gotta catch some sleep. niteys peeps.
nothing more to report.
i miss you.
*i wont be alone. || 1:24 PM
Friday, April 22, 2005
argh. i knew it. i knew she'd open my results slip.
i shld have stay at home today to prevent it from happening.
argh! ok. watever.
after she knew my results, everything tt happened in de house bcum my mistake.
point at me for every little mistakes tt she could find. wth.
nvm. im used to it. immuned.
went to skool for hydrus meeting.
called up 56 freshies. *sweats*
made our final decision on freshies ID. yeap. i like it.
discussed about our tshirts wid polaris. hahs. nice pple.
ate dinner wid :
hydrus - me, mudd, liangzhen, huanzhi.
polaris - irwin, hardi, lilynne.
and one extra spencer from atlas. hahs.
polaris's freshies ID damn cool. hahs.
i muz "pei fu" mass comm peeps. hahs. lilynne, u da woman. hahs.
oh ya. was watching this vcd wid dem @ atrium.
was an Indonesian show. featuring some ghostly stuffs.
gosh. freaked me out totally. hahs.
im scared but still wanna watch. hehs. "fan jian".
oh well. there's a trial camp for FOP tml. argh.
8am! gosh. i din wan to go. argh. but already signed up for FOP's SLs.
so, haix. gotta sacrifice my beauty sleep. argh.
nvm. i will gain smth eventually. hahs.
still tinking. shall i go to sentosa this sunday? phew.
i've cancel my working for it le.
but i still got tuition in da morning. if im to go, will haf to go late.
den wats de point. hmmm. *tink tink*
oh ya. here's da pic of my ear. hehs. new piercing. hehs.
love it.
hehs.
nth more to report.
*i wont be alone. || 10:14 PM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
one word to say it all. sucks.
fine. watever it is. peeps, dun ask me abt my results anymore.
its bad. its worse. its worst.
alright. a big FULL STOP to results issues.
de major prob.
when de results slip arrived @ my mailbox, how am i going to stop my granny from looking at it?!
*sweats* she'll skin me alive.
watever. there would be a way eventually.
for now. i should juz RELAX and do watever i shld do.
like to go enjoy myself completely before de terrible new sem starts.
maybe i shld go celebrate for going to year 2 anyway. kaox.
oh great. sentosa this sunday. shall drown myself in de salty water.
and great. grace baby smsed me this morning. *phew*
she's safe!! hahs. oh crap.
argh. i've got tuition class later. i seriously hate it.
i flunked my exams and i've to go help pple pass their exams.
wth. and those 2 kids are horrible.
come to tink of it. my bad results might be de beginning of some gd happenings.
i could save myself from some disgusting scenes tt i always hated.
save myself from some incorrigible pple.
save myself from some unwanted fustration.
perhaps tts not so bad afterall.
alright. self-comforting.
no more bad things coming up plz.
i need a break.
*i wont be alone. || 3:43 PM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
went to this messy office for some kind of job interview.
we stayed there for like 2-3 hrs?! gosh.
headed town. stayed @ fareast for awhile den headed to heerens.
*ouch* pierced my tangus there, finally. hahs. wasnt really pain thou.
so happy. hahs.
waited for joanne, sihan, darren, khairi @ cine and watched "Guess Who".
hahs. damn funny movie. $$ not wasted.
thou i really wanted to save for Energy concert. argh.
saw ben ng and some of de dragon boaters. tink they going to zouk.
ben ng can get in meh? hahs. he dyed his hair. lol. looks cool lah.
ate smth @ KFC den headed home.
*sweats* stood all de way home. tired sia. hahs.
and dammit. i spoilt my favourite bracelet while taking it off when i reached home.
tts my bday pressie from grace. argh. and now its spoilt.
shit. she's in sabah. and smth she gave me was broken.
could tt mean smth? oops. shldnt be cursing her lahs. but im worried thou.
hope to receive her sms again. to assure her safety.
miss her, so much.
cant see her on sentosa trip. cant see her on de last GL training.
sometimes i need a Forever, sometimes i dun.
like now, when one day seems like forever when u r away.
i dun.
*i wont be alone. || 10:39 PM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when i love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when i love you
I love you, endlessly
And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you
I love you anyway
Chorus:
Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when i love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more i learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when i love you
When i love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Because the movie, it made you cry
That's when i love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when i love you
I love you more than you know
And when you forget that we had a date
That look that you give when you show up late
Baby i love you
I love you anyway
Chorus
*i wont be alone. || 11:54 PM
Monday, April 18, 2005
went out only for tuition today.
if there's no tuition today, i'll be in town!! argh.
and airport. sending lorraine off. phew.
lucky girl going to melbourne wid her frens. for like 10 days.
these new friends are really great.
due to sports camp events and all, bonded together quite fast.
hahs. de ze7en-hollows were formed.
lorraine, esther, joanne, vivien, jasmine, me and angeline.
hahs. interesting pple. and not to forget Hydrus.
hahs. and Pyxis. and SPORTS CAMP. they r really nice pple.
aww. miss grace baby alot. she's coming back on de 27th.
so long. argh. im so happy when she smsed me. hehs. so sweet.
at sabah still find time to contact me. love her to bits.
yea. finally tml can go out le. hahs. Hydrus meeting.
too bad. not all pple will be there.
celine flew off to HK today. guangrong's still in Cambodia. serene's working.
haix. maybelx bcum de only girl tml. lol.
i seriously wonder how could i ever meet such interesting pple in my life.
hahs. they really sparked up my days alot.
left down some really gd memories in my yrs in poly.
i used to tink tt i would leave poly wid a boring memory lane.
phew. now i've got Sports Camp. love them so much.
i got more things to pay attention on. my friends, my camp, my work.
y couldnt some people juz try to divide their attention properly?
i mean, surely there's more things for them to pay attention to.
y always in a world of themselves and one particular thing?
grace, when u come back and read this. u would noe wat i mean.
how unfair this world could be. phew.
argh. dunno why. out of a sudden, there's pimples multiplying on my face.
and they r all congested on my forehead. wth.
let me count. there's like abt 20!! on my forehead!!! wth.
and im still NOT restraining myself from heaty food. argh.
never mind. they will go away. EVENTUALLY.
one day doesnt seems like a century anymore.
darn. now one day seems like FOREVER. argh.
*i wont be alone. || 11:15 PM
Saturday, April 16, 2005
perhaps due to all those early mornings and heaty food.
oh ya, fish and co. ytd surely played a part. and my dark chocolate.
de matriculation exercise had finally ended. woah~
de good news is, we recruited 450 freshies, and there's more who wanted to join. but too bad.
de bad news is, we exceeded de target which is supposed to be 300 and means, de GLs gotta work harder.
hahs. but not so bad afterall.
ytd's matriculation ex ended damn early.
so went to Holland V wid joanne de bday girl, teresa, esther, melanie, jasmine, faiz and clemence.
but clem went off earlier. hahs. went to Essential Brew to slack.
de food n ambience there not bad. shall go there again. price reasonable too.
and heard from melanie tt shop is opened by a grp of undergrads.
they saved up a sum of capital and opened their own business. how cool n ambitious.
was joanne's bday lah. melanie n me went to this party shop n get joanne some interesting balloons.
hehs. slacked @ Essential Brew till 5plus. den headed to town.
meet de rest of sports camp outside Fish and Co., to celebrate joanne's bday.
woah. and its de most crowded dinner i ever had.
54 pple sitting together in a long long table. we even get complaint bcos we r too noisy.
muhaha. we had damn lots of fun. giving surprises to joanne and saboing her.
hehs. but im a good fren. i dun use tartar sauce n cake to smash on ur face.
i juz tell them tt tartar sauce could be used. hehs.
and stupid mudd. he was playing around wid lorraine when they accidentally hit de chair tt de balloons were tied to and de balloons went loose and floated up to de ceiling. gosh. it was high. de pple there said it was not possible to get it down when there's still customers. argh. crap.
wah. and can imagine de total bill?! 800+. my gosh. and even short of 200bucks.
so each of us have to fork out another 4bucks. hahs.
after dinner, all decided to go to taka to play games n slack. hahs.
most of them walked from parkmall to taka. but maybelx took a car.
wahaha. teresa, esther, eugene, ben and me. we took giap's car there.
muhaha. after all de games, giap even sent us home. how nice.
haha. and sorry to poor mr giap. for biting u so many times ytd.
but u dared me to. hahs. denise warned u already isnt it?
i missed all de energy events today. argh.
everything. and even received a shocking news.
"Goodbye Energy Concert". haix.
speechless lah.
nth more to report. gotta get some rest.
damn sick.
one day's like one century when you are away.
*i wont be alone. || 4:12 PM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
damn tired. met Hydrus early in de morning for breakfast again.
those guys r crazy can? seems tt they wont get tired sia.
oh ya. one guy gets tired. hahs. guangrong.
when liangzhen called him @ 8plus, he said he's on de way.
@ 11plus, he still haven reach skool.
so, his "on de way" means on de way sleeping. hahs.
i swear im not going for breakfast tml liao.
saw some of my juniors these 2 days. "psycho" them to join sports camp.
hehs. they joined. im powerful. lol.
oh ya. went to watch "Pacifier" wid Hydrus ytd.
but guangrong and serene werent around. one got DB training one got chalet.
too bad. phew. its been a long time since i feel so cosy in a movie.
passing de few packets of tidbits for rounds n rounds. hehs.
after movie, waited for Pyxis and had dinner @ KFC wid some of them. lol.
had a really nice day, but my mood was not good lah. haha.
back to today. lol.
received some shocking sms. i seriously wonder why.
lost all my appetite after tt. thanks Hydrus for caring.
thanks mudd for de diluted vitasoy. thanks eunice for concerning.
thanks everyone who made me laughed, esp. celine. lol.
tt shocking sms, i got nth to say. if u wan things to be this way, so be it den.
i dunno de reason for ur sudden desicion, but there's nth i could do.
i would not try to salvage or anything. bcos this is ur choice.
neither i would wan to noe de reason. cos reasons are meaningless.
but watever it is, this's ur choice and i hope u would be happy if things are this way.
guess there would be no more whole group outing for Hydrus till May.
cos celine's leaving for Hongkong next mon.
and guangrong's leaving for Cambodia this sat. or shld say this fri.
phew. lucky them gotta go for trips. hehs.
oh ya, gracey baby's leaving for sabah tml. TML! my god.
i'll be missing everyone. really. hehs.
hope they would be safe n sound when they're away.
take really good care eh, people.
tink de most lucky one is celine. HONGKONG!!
do wat? look at de banks there. lol. its more like a luxury trip i tink.
rather than to sabah n cambodia. to do some community work.
hehs, celine, i wan gifts. hahaha.
phew. i wonder will de afternoon shift hit de 150freshies target today. hahs.
gotta catch some rest. physically and mentally, sick and tired.
*i wont be alone. || 3:18 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
but decided not to post it. cos its completely pointless.
"it takes ur heart to see who/what is true and who/what isnt."
this is to sum up everything.
im in a terribly bad mood. and i shall not explain why.
its redundant bcos no one cares.
those who care, need not me to post it in my blog to understand everything.
they will noe w/o me telling anything, cos they shld be looking their way to my heart.
i dun haf to mention names. but yes girl, u noe who u are.
thanks for listening to me. and "watching" me cry thru de cyber space.
im glad to have u seriously. no one actually cares other than u.
thanks for ur invisible shoulder.
part of my moodiness n unhappiness have already been washed away together wid my tears.
to pple who dun care, never mind.
u guys shant darken my days. i would not allow tat.
cos i've got my heart to show me who's real and who isnt.
and hypocrites, stop telling me tt u really care for me alot.
when u din even do a shit when im in de darkest pit.
i despise u people. f*ck off.
im alright now. everything's sunny.
*i wont be alone. || 11:26 PM
damn. and i gotta wake up @ 615am to meet Hydrus @ 730am.
phew. de latest one is supposed to buy everyone drinks. *sweats*
i reckon it will be me. cos im still sitting in front of my lappy and blogging!
i juz love Hydrus so much. hahs.
they are so happening and sporting. muhaha.
yawns. im tired but not sleepy. why liddat?!
but thanks giap for telling me bedtime stories to try to help me sleep. lol.
argh. holidays aint so good afterall.
been rotting at home since training camp ended.
haix. was supposed to meet andrew from pyxis today to pass him hp.
but in de end he say dun need. guess he wont like to use 3315.
muhaha. haix, tot can go out gaigai sia. lol.
went to pasa malam wid ling earlier on. no fun at all.
phew. argh, maybe after typing this entry i could sleep.
sleep. sleep. sleep. sleep. sleep. sleep.
maybelyn ong! plz go to sleep!!!!
im trying my best to control my feelings.
but realised i failed. im sorry to myself.
*i wont be alone. || 1:32 AM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
camp is damn fun. my hydrus rocks.
wednesday, 6th april
gathered @ 8am. briefing.
cleaned up sports hall for sleeping.
discussed group name. hydrus is final.
design group flag. and sports camp pamphlet.
flag was half way done, but i reckon it will be damn nice.
credits go to guangrong and liangzhen. they got inborn talent.
lunchtime. seriously, food wasnt really nice.
de rice was kinda dry. but afterall, its eunice's efforts.
poor serene, she cant chew her food properly.
she got this little blue stud between her teeth cos she's gonna put braces.
after lunch was supposed to be outdoor station games.
before we could even complete de 2nd station, comes de thunderstorm.
so all games moved indoor. of cos not tt fun anymore.
but still, all 5 stations were great.
our bonding got better after each game.
we even allianced wid pyxis, and bcum py-drus.
wooo. love them.
after dinner, we had a hunting game arnd campus.
damn it wasnt easy. esp. de clue @ track.
we spent so long there but still couldnt find it.
and de worst thing, damn de chameleon which glided over my hand.
argh. i could cry. damn all de chameleon and lizards which tried to freak me out.
and gosh, my denise darling was injured when playing this game.
she was sent to hosp. i was shocked. poor denise.
after de game, was supposed to be supper.
but darren made us do squats and my thighs couldnt really take it.
haix. i hate my body. y is it so weak? i cant run fast, cant run long, cant exercise long.
haix. but lucky still can play long. muhaha.
highlight of de day. de firedrill @ 3am.
wth. when grace woke me up, i tot it was already morning.
i even wanted to take my toothbrush n get ready to wash up.
until peifen told me its only 3am. wth.
gathered @ grandstand and got lectured by nenghao n darren.
guangrong's evey funnier. he tot his watch was spoilt when it reads 3am.
he even told us "i tot its only 3am lo." hey guy, it IS only 3am.
hahs. went back to slp.
thursday, 7th april
woke up @ 6am. wash up and change and everything.
dammit, realised tt my period was here. wth. gotta miss alot of fun.
gathered @ grandstand and had PT, i hated tt.
1.2km and tons n tons of other exercises. haix.
my thighs are so damn painful lo. aching all de way.
after breakfast was station games again. thank god it didnt rain.
all games are so fun. wooo, i juz love to play.
den we went to orchard road.
and i swear im going to avoid there for at least 2wks.
rushed our lunch @ kfc. and started our game.
one golden rule : when de whistle goes once, lay flat on de ground.
twice, kungfu stunts. thrice, dance wid a partner.
imagine all GLs lay flat on de ground @ orchard. whoa.
amazing. hahs. de game was fun. everything's fun!
took alot of pictures too. check out my foto album.
after abt 5hrs of sweat n fun, we gathered @ taka.
we even won de 4th place. how amazing. we were so slacked.
our alliance, pyxis was de 1st. yea.
de last 4 grps were to do a forfeit @ taka. there's foto @ my album.
went to jurong point for dinner.
py-drus sticked together and dinner was great. at least its yums.
den, de worst nite of my camp.
de schedule was to go to yio chu kang cemetery.
but damn, im on my period. they dun allow those few girls to go.
argh. i wanted to go, SO much. argh.
so, those girls tt couldnt go, ended up @ kbox clementi.
alright, it was fun too. and a star was born there.
hahs. angie's voice is so damn nice.
and she sounds like stefanie sun n tanya chua. gosh.
we went back to school much earlier than de rest.
so we could bathe first and get everything ready.
but in de end, i still bcum sweaty after doing some stretching wid hydrus.
phew, nvm lah. its helpful to my thighs.
but de deep heat tt nenghao gave wasnt.
it made my thighs worst when i woke up de next morning.
friday, 8th april
same routine. woke up @ 6am.
but really thank god tt darren is still sleeping. cos PT was easy.
one round of track. tts all!!! i love nenghao n samy.
after breakfast, was packing up.
den pool games. hehs. love it.
but i got serious sunburnt after tt. argh.
pool games is our last game.
de rest of de day, we were busy painting our flags, and FACES!
thanks darren. im supposed to be clean.
and i seriously love de hydrus flag!!!!!!!
o0o, i juz love hydrus so much.
after all painting n everything, its going to be de end of de camp.
but before we ended it, we had a round of track, singing de 'six little ducks' song.
wid all de quack actions. hahs.
camp ended, wid damn aching thighs and freaking painful shoulders and nose.
4 of hydrus-ians, me, guangrong, liangzhen n huanzhi, ate dinner wid pyxis @ al ameen.
food was heavenly. at least for tt moment.
was damn tired. so shared a cab wid liangzhen, huanzhi n theresa from pyxis.
wow. LONG entry. hehs.
sorry. but was requested to post abt my camp.
wahaha. i juz love sports camp. and hydrus.
gotta see them soon next week. yea!
alright. nth more to report.
photos updated @ yahoo photos*
hydrus oei~
*i wont be alone. || 5:34 PM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
wahaha.
watched "house of fury" wid denise dar @ clementi.
hahs. its a damn sudden decision.
i actually wanted to play mahjong. but no one's free.
argh. but its ok. de movie was so damn nice.
was late lah. so missed de beginning.
oh god. gillian is so ke ai. she's damn gorgeous. i love her.
muhaha. and stephen fung is damn cute can? wahaha.
some parts of de movie were rather lame lah.
haha. but doesnt matter, pay for de laughters. worth it.
and on de way back, denise dar made a big big joke.
she say she wanted to share one underwear wid me.
wahaha. denise, u wan? dreams on. hahs.
its was a genuine joke lah. but i shant say de details.
peeps, plz go laugh at her. hahs.
nth more to report. gotta continue packing my stuff for camp.
peeps, plz plz miss me. hahs.
*i wont be alone. || 11:37 PM
i woke up @ 11+ and realised tt im damn late.
im supposed to meet mr chu weixin @ 12pm @ bt batok mrt.
muhaha. and im late for about 10mins. oops.
sorry guy, if u are late for meeting ur fren and ur job interview.
and thanks for ur sleeping bag. hehs. i noe im damn loh soh.
and i realised actually he's still kinda cute. lol.
i was supposed to have a tuition session @ 2pm.
but de mother changed it to 7pm. phew.
den i should have meet weixin later. argh.
i hate waking up early.
went to buy lunch after meeting weixin and darn it. i dun haf enuff cash.
had to go home n get $$ from grandpa and he started nagging.
he's damn funny. my god.
going for a 3D2N camp tml. GLs camp.
whoa. i've been longing for it since ages ago. lol.
i wonder is my bag enuff for all my stuff. argh.
and i wan tt adidas bag so much. argh.
asked $$ from mom but she did not reply. wth.
o0o. im so damn high. GLs camp. GLs camp. GLs camp.
peeps, plz say u'll miss me or u miss me when im away. hahs.
and bcos im going to be away for 3 days.
i put ambery and Aiszcha in Neolodge for 5 days.
in de most expensive resort. im sucha gd owner.
maybelyn, im proud of u. muhaha.
o0o. GLs camp. hahs. im sooooo excited man.
one bad thing abt camp is, i will get sunburnt. argh.
well, i dun really mind being tanned. cos de tan dun usually lasts.
but i seriously hate gettin sunburnt. *OUCH*
damn my skin type. i wonder y does it get sunburnt so damn easily.
and its always so painful. *OUCH OUCH*
hehs, but de fun makes everything worth it. muhaha.
alright. nth more to report.
now its 1:57pm. i shall see how many pple will come telling me tt they'll miss me when im away.
hehs.
sports camp is so fun it feels like *whoa*
*i wont be alone. || 1:37 PM
Friday, April 01, 2005
and happy birthday to jieying and my dearest kor, jiasheng.
hahs. had great fun today.
went ice skating wid birthday girl jieying.
and denise darling, kim, diyana, benben, zester, yaofeng, yaofeng's gf jasmine, loycus, calvin and jason.
de guys are good at it man. hahs. esp. yaofeng, zester and loycus.
and i take my hat off zester. cos he told me he dunno how to skate.
and he was so good. wat de. cool lah. hahs.
whoa. gave jieying a big surprise. told de dj there to say our birthday wishes.
and requested for de 'snow flakes'. she was damn touched.
den, handed her a locker key, and when she opened it, its all her gifts.
guess these pple will enjoy their best bday ever. hahs.
continued to skate till abt 3pm. den went to a nearby hawker center to eat.
den went to loycus's house. gambling time. hahs.
gosh. his dogs are so damn cute. Prince and Rocky. my god.
i love them SOOOOOOO much. if only granny allows. argh.
played mahjong wid jieying, loycus, yaofeng and gf.
im de big winner. but received no cash.
cos i still owed loycus $$ for cab fare and cake. dots.
played blackjack. lost $$.
played daidee. lost $$.
ok, fine. rabbits are not suitable to do anything involving gambling.
i juz cant win. phew. even spending money might be a misfortune.
juz cut my hair ytd. argh. kinda regret. oops.
wasted $$, dun look nice. argh. this month doesnt seems to be a good month eh.
saw jiasheng when waiting for bus @ jurong point.
tt guy juz doesnt noe tt his sis here doesnt like smoke. bloody hell.
hahs. happy birthday to him again. april's fool babies.
was sleeping on bus 187 on de way. damn tired.
slept @ 5am this morning. hahs. denise was soundly asleep.
oh ya, she came to sleep over @ my place.
supposed to be watching vcds till late.
but denise cant resist de temptation of my wonderful bed.
granny's nagging. sometimes i really wonder whether her mouth get tired anot.
how could she nag so much.
since de minute she reach home, she had been nagging till now. gosh.
ya, i noe tt its a mistake tt im brought to this world.
and she had been repeating this 'fact' since i was like ten.
c'mon. she's an adult. cant she understand tt wat is done cant be undone.
so y keep repeating tt i shldnt be brought to this world?
ok, i noe im a nuisance. im a burden. den y not strangle me when i first cry?
y bother bringing me up and say tt i shldnt be here?
y bother treating me like a gem when i was a kid when u tink i shldnt be here?
crap can? push all de responsibilities on me.
high utilities bill. my fault.
high phone bills. my fault. oh plz, i dun even use de house fone for nuts.
high watever bills, my fault.
even high renovation fees. my fault.
even when mum doesnt give her allowance as promised, i get scolded.
damn. wat de hell.
lose mahjong. bad mood. i got all guns pointing at me.
my surname is ong. not lai.
she juz said "even if im keeping a dog, it will at least wag its tail and listen to me."
den y not keep a dog? see if de dog could massage ur feet when its in pain?
see if de dog could go give tuition lessons to lessen ur burden?
see if de dog could bathe by itself and wash dishes for u?
a dog a dog. first is comparing my results wid my childhood fren.
not its comparing me wid a dog?! wat de hell.
nice granny i have. ya, pamper me when u win money and in a good mood.
bitch me arnd when u lose money and sucks.
hey, u noe, even DOGS HAVE FEELINGS.
u wan me to wag my tail at u? treat me like how im supposed to be treated.
considering of quiting skool. she wan me to pay for my everything? tts de only way.
u tink i could bring money home from skool everyday?
wat do u tink im doing in skool? prostituting? socializing? crap. crap. crap.
alright. nth else to report. gotta slp soon.
nitez.
my everything is screwed up, from upside down, inside out.
F*CK.
*i wont be alone. || 11:54 PM