Monday, July 24, 2006
LING, i want to watch movie!! i want to watch LakeHouse!! i dont care!! LAKEHOUSE! keanu reeves! sandra bullock!
anyway, my peaceful days just dont seem to last. shit happened again. sigh. jamie was quite affected by it. im kinda immuned to it already.
i am SO TIRED. i need a bed! i need to sleep! the beauty queen needs her beauty sleep! *roll ur eyes lah* anyway, tt sounds familiar. a few years back, one day my boyfriend smsed "my beauty queen, are u awake from ur beauty sleep?" haha sweet. *roll ur eyes some more lah*
sigh. was watching mobtv exclusives. sigh.
"champions are not those who never fail but those who never give up"
those were the days seriously. i hate to admit but I AM missing those people. never mind. its all over. we've all moved on right? i bet they're enjoying the days without us. well, its the same for us, isnt it? yeah it is.
oh well. the fact is that jamie, ling, peixi and me are all BIG LIARS. we've been telling ourselves and each other that we've put everything behind us. but NO. we seriously DID NOT let go at all, we're still holding tightly, even on the slightest hope.
yesterday jamie changed her msn display picture. i was tearing. THOSE WERE THE DAYS. but i couldnt bring myself to look at them for one more second. sorry jamie for wat i said yesterday. i know those were memories, beautiful memories. but at this point of time, i really dun wan to reminisce at all. *cover face and cry*
sometimes i would look at those pictures that we took, MEMORIES really dont lie. but those people and stuffs that could once put a smile across just lost the ability to do that ever. i cant smile and be happy even looking back. =( thats really pathetic.
my peaceful days wont last, right? T.T
ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 8:40 AM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
i woke up at 955am this morning. damn, waking up so DAMN early on a saturday morning just isnt me at all. but its becoming a routine i couldnt missed every week. SuperBand repeat! blah blah. so yeah, this morning i was waken up by handphone alarm at 955am when i was dreaming of my cutey Norman! hello!! we were about to say "I DO" to each other when Jolin Tsai started singing(my alarm tone)! alright i was kidding about the dream. after finished watching SuperBand repeat, i decided to continue my beauty sleep (and of cos to continue to dream about Norman).
so as i dream on, the prince and princess were about to live happily ever after, my granny stomped into my chamber and screamed at her top of her voice. *there goes my prince Norman* so anyway, my WONDERFUL ADVISOR sent her this letter to inform her about my absence from school. the letter clearly stated all the dates and lessons i've skipped. well done ngee ann. alright my bad for skipping classes. but cant they just give me debarment letters? do they have to go till such extent? my goodness. thank goodness my granny didnt come after me with a parang. but she did whacked me up with a baseball bat. (im kidding i dont have one) my sufferings have yet to end. MORE TO COME. next time, could she wait for my fairytale dream to end beautifully before waking me up? *cries for prince Norman*
NORMAN! woah, guys just look so attractive and charming when they get serious. see that Pastamania cup, thats his favourite! im gonna make Pastamania mine so that Norman could have free flow of pasta all his life. breakfast, lunch, high tea, dinner, supper!
jamie seriously cant stand my sudden obsession with Norman because she thinks he resembles someone who she doesnt wish to be reminded of. erm, well initially i thought so too. but hey, i think Norman is so so much cuter. jamie found out about my special liking for such guys. hahaha. small beady eyes and dimples, i just couldnt resist them. hahaha. omg, small beady eyes, dimples, NORMAN!
okay enough of Norman.
but anway, Norman is a french name.
*slaps myself*
lets talk about something else. before that, did i mention that NORMAN ROCKS?! omg.
*Norman running around in my mind*
STOP IT MAYBELYN!
okay okay. i miss peixi. she's been very busy with schoolwork. why am i not?! the main point is, we hardly talk to each other these days. sometimes, its so difficult to even meet her out for lunch. saddening. i miss this friend, this friend who stood by me through my ups and downs. oh well, its okay, distance shall make our friendship stronger. yeap. =)
thats about it. the next time i blog, i shall TRY not to mention about N...NO...NOR...NORM...NORMA...NORMAN!!
ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 9:47 PM
Friday, July 14, 2006
so anyway, watched Singapore Idol results last night. my cutey Norman Then is out! like what the f*ck!! i was telling jamie that i got this feeling that Norman might be out when he was standing with Jonathan, Nurul and Mathilda. and then i was right. damn if only i was so accurate in picking questions in exams. I AM VERY SAD OKAY. NORMAN!! fine at least he made it to Top 12. still proud of him but *cover face and cry* T.T! i just talked to him last saturday. that guy even 'proposed' to me, jokingly. (yea he did) and now i cant see him on TV again!! (not for the time being) please kill me. and i cant even see him in school cos he deferred this semester. argh NORMAN my cutey.
he's so cute, isnt he? *drooling* haha.
thats the cutey Norman and his sister, sweet right? *screams*
found this rather interesting picture from Paul's friendster account. its damn lame. but quite logical actually.
NORMAN! NORMAN! NORMAN! NORMAN! *fading away...*
NORMAN!
ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 7:49 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
speaking of my granny, she got this bruise, huge bruise on her thighs, rather scary cos apparently she never hurt herself at all and the bruise jus appeared out of nowhere. she jus had her blood examined and the doctor said low white blood cells or smth. SCARY.
and my granny, she's giving me hell this few days. my advisor jus called her few days ago and complained abt my poor attendance. argh. so now every day and night she'll nag NON-STOP. *cover ears and scream*
ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 6:52 PM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
life is full of ups and downs lately. had tears, had laughters. but through all this, i've learnt the value of true friendship, yes i really do. i know this entry will goes out to many people out there. but i aint going to care anymore. i just have the need to speak my mind and be myself. there's the way to be happy, right?
Take responsibility for your life and your actions.
a huge barrier to happiness is the tendency to constantly blame others for the way our lives are. but even if we have been mistreated and wronged, thats no excuse to be unhappy and to be a failure. life just simply isnt fair; each of us must learn the truth and then get beyond it.
let bygones be bygones.
woah i sound like i've been through life and death. haha. in fact yes. i just faced death this couple of days. one of my relatives just passed away. we're not really close though, but i could still remember how she doted on me when i was a kid. =(
alright. thats about it for now. sorry peeps for not updating. i will start updating frequently again, yeah, leaving for princess jamie's place soon, staying over her place tonight for world cup finals. ole ole ole ole~~
*i wont be alone. || 4:43 PM