a shitty saturday morning.
i am in office now, surprised. duh, i know right, maybelyn?! me?! in office in a beautiful saturday morning. no way. WAY! but no, it is not a beautiful morning. a shitty one in fact. perhaps due to the morning syndromes that i have, you know, a sleepy and tired maybelyn, is an angry maybelyn. yah i am super grouchy. but the fault didnt totally lie on me, you know? ah never mind, it doesnt matter actually.
well, went to town with regynna last night. bought the same pair of sneakers that she wore to work ytd. Everlast! in red! haha. loves. took neoprints with her too. ha, i wonder is it because it has already been a while since i last stepped into a neoprint machine, or is it because i am not THAT close to her yet (but we're still close), or maybe its the first time we took neoprints, i felt so lost and helpless in there. dunno how to pose, where to look, how to smile. and same for reggy. lol. but its fun. love to hang out with her. she is a nice friend to be with. im glad that i've her with me during my internship. we talk about anything under the sun, yah or you can call that gossiping. duh! which female species dont?! hello! she always helps me with the long beans in my curry vege. eeks, i hate beans. and i'll find myself super bored and sian without her around. so my dear friend cum my dear brother's dear daughter, please dont always be late and anyhow take leaves okay. yah i know, i am always late recently as well. =x
okay, i should get down to work already.
*i wont be alone. || 10:23 AM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
the quiet wednesday morning.
nope, not black wednesday anymore. cos i aint wearing black today. im wearing red, trying to cast all evil aura off me. ha, not funny.
anyway, its quiet and BORING in the office now. both regynna and christopher took 1/2 day leave and that leaves maybelyn so lonely, blogging in the early morning. sigh. well, my attachment life wouldnt be interesting without these peeps around. i wish its lunchtime soon! then they'll be back.
burp. i just had a super heavy breakfast this morning. aww thats so sinful and now im a few steps further to slimming down. oh maybelyn maybelyn ong, YOU ARE SO FAT. =D
p/s: look at my title and you will know that this might not be the only entry of the day.
*off to shake leg*
*i wont be alone. || 8:52 AM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
yuppies flu.
great. fancy blogging in the early morning. no choice, i've got nothing to do. argh i wish i could be a little more busy, not too busy, but just a little bit more.
i think i've got up from the wrong side of the bed this morning. i didnt hear my alarm and it snoozed till 640am, 10mins later than the usual time i woke up, okay only 5mins. managed to catch the lrt on time though, and wasnt suppose to miss the company bus as i reached jurong east at 730am. but gotta go to the toilet. what the fcuk right. and so i missed the assholey bus and gotta head down to boon lay to take the frigging crowded and hot 249. see, a bad beginning.
i really feel very lethargic this morning. i slept at 11pm last night, i shouldnt be this tired. but i am so TIRED, dont even feel like getting out of bed and coming to work. i just want to sleep on forever. and i feel sick, very sick. i am feeling okay, just that im feeling sick. dont ask me to explain. hmmm, they call this the yuppies flu. YUP=young urban professional. i am not a yuppie. i am just a intern, working in a listed company with a market value of 2.1billion, and i am not even professional, not even close to that.
maybe i know the reason for feeing sick. eeks. yuks. my suger-coated sister knows, right? ha.
p/s: the time is super slow today. and i seriously DONT LIKE IT.
*i wont be alone. || 8:37 AM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
now the wednesday afternoon.
i know, i got alot of rubbish. why do they have to implement that stupid regulation?! because of the limited seats in the canteen, i came back from lunch before 1230! like what the hell. argh. i dont wanna waste my lunch time! =(
i find myself very smart. okay, maybe not that smart, but yes, smart. and anyway, i am not so proud about being smart at wrong things. in fact, i hate myself for being that smart, finding some irritating stuffs. though it helped to clear alot of my doubts, but still, i rather not know anything. cause it only make me seem like a dumbass. okay, maybe i am. okay, not maybe.
well, but the whole incident just goes to prove that, worthless is the right word to use. well, at least it doesnt really mean anything to me anymore. it refers to the present, definitely not the past. no doubt, memories are innocent and not meant to be forgotten. i dont intend to forget what had happened, and i dont intend to let what is happening stay in my mind too. like i will never forget that yk told me i had a special place in his heart, and then he got attached with someone else. its memories, i meant what he said. so now you get it?
p/s: a not-so-good beginning of May, will not lead to a good ending. i reckon. bless me, anyone?
*i wont be alone. || 3:53 PM
wednesday.
i actually didnt realise that it is wednesday, maybe cause of the holiday yesterday. well, not so bad, at least it is starting not to bother me anymore. though its not exactly bothering me, i'll still label it as black wednesday. i like to be different. but i do have a reason why wednesday isnt a good day, or rather, why TODAY isnt a good day. maybe more than one reason.
firstly, its raining heavily this morning, and i have to drag myself out of bed. and even washing my face with icy cold water doesnt help. secondly, the covered walkway in the neighbourhood is still not complete YET. so i gotta walk in the rain and i hate it. and i hate it even more when my bag has to be in the rain with me. thirdly, a ""NO MEALS IN THE PANTRY" notice is found in the pantry. like what the fcuk right, no food in a place where we're supposed to have food?! gosh, our canteen is like freaking small and how the hell do they expect so many of us to fit in and finish our lunch within 2hours? do they need more brains seriously?
and well, initially there should be only the above three reasons. but now i just sensed the fourth one, which i will not go so much into it. the understatement is, wednesday is no good. whoops, maybe i can cross out the fourth reason now. we shall see. dont ask me about it. because
maybelyn wont talk. =)
and yeah, its May. ITS MAY. hopefully everything will be super-ultra fine for me in this month. whee ITS MAY!
p/s: however, i still super dislike people calling me MAY. u dont hear me calling myself MAY in short, right. MAYBEL please.
*i wont be alone. || 9:34 AM