ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, March 23, 2006
i deleted de previous post, haha. i was bugged by so many pple abt it. boo. nth much anyway.
shall update abt chalet last thurs. went to downtown east chalet wid ling, peixi and jiaen, together wid jonathan, nah-nah, benjamin and charles, also wid a whole group of other frens. keke. checked in @ 1pm plus. chilled for very long before bbq started. jonathan marinated de best food sia! but din eat much thou. keke. thanks charles for finishing all de food and clearing up everything. had some games after bbq and de forfeits are great! keke.
pictures paint a thousand words. here we go.

ling, jiaen, peixi, me, jonathan and my doggie ghostie in jonathan's shades. keke.

me and jonathan. blurred.

peixi, ling, jiaen and me! all in green polo tees! trees of de night.

nah-nah and me. =)

and again. he says he din like de lights behind us.

so again. but he says its too far.

and again. finally we're both satisfied. haha!

me and jonathan. argh look so constipated.

and again, constipated! haha.

me and benjamin. stupid cool face. hahahaha.
me and my beloved sister NEO LILING! *smooches*
den everybody went home. leaving me, peixi and ling staying over. had a great night. de following morning was horrible. de guys left longan and rambutan cans behind, opened. we din wan to waste de fruits, so we ate SO MUCH in de early morning. thanks mr jonathan ang liming. =x
tts abt it. im feeling tired. ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 7:53 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
woah. exams are finally over!! and im free! yay! ha, have been sleeping in late these few days. to balance up the late nights tt i had during exams. ho. should start planning how to spend my marvellous holidays properly. keke.
went party world on tues. wid peixi, ling, jiaen, new frens michelle and minsi. and also wid nah-nah. jonathan and ben. keke. these peeps rock. enjoyed so much there. ha. headed to far east after tt wid ling. argh and spent alot. boo!
some photos to share. keke.

with jonathan's shades.
ling and me.
and again.
me and jonathan.
and again a nicer one.
nah-nah and me.
ben and me. stupid face!
nah-nah, me and ben. another stupid face.
and us!
keke. tts abt it. blog again soon!
*i wont be alone. || 11:11 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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