ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
=(
i have to blog about this, the very moment i switch on my computer in the office.
today its the 9th of the month, and the 7th working day. and i think, for the past 7days, the money i spent on taking cab has definitely exceeded $100 which is definitely NOT OKAY! its been 3days in a row and i seriously dont want to have a record on this. and not mentioning that last Tuesday's MASSIVE JAM @ Pioneer Rd!
what's going on with me? its only like the 2nd week of the month and i am declaring bankrupt soon!
okay blame me for loving food so much!
i got so many so many makan dates!
firstly, debbie and me wont stop eating!
secondly, im meeting my beloved brother LIM HUANZHI tonight for dinner and i supposed i gotta spend some money! we've known each other for so long and i've realised that i did not ever buy him a nice meal when he's treating me so nicely! so maybe i would....... the next time!
thirdly, im going to Ding Tai Feng tomorrow with yumin. eh! no! she's buying me dinner there! save $$! but gain more weight! whatever happens to my 2008 New Year Resolutions?! shouldnt even have bother setting them.
and! KRISTEN SOH and TERESA NG! haha. of course, we were supposed to meet up this sunday for our few-monthly gathering. but TERESA NG gotta work i guess. so its cancelled. i dunno if its a good or bad thing. cause i could actually save that money for dinner BUT i gotta miss them for months again! haha. and my seafood~!!
see, that teeny weeny bit of salary that this listed company is paying me is obviously not enough. DUH! and know what, i was promoted last months. what a thing to celebrate right. from Sales Coordinator to Management Support Executive. woah~ like what a nice title. but, BUT! seriously, i would appreciate MORE if they could also increase my pay together with that promotion. i mean, afterall, from coordinator to executive, its a LEVEL up. so, the pay wise...... hmmm...
alright, i suddenly realise that there is absolutely no rights for me to complain about not having an increment in pay. look what i am doing now during office hours. if i am the boss, i wouldnt even want to promote myself, not to even mention an increment. what am i thinking seriously.
right, so far for now. before i get too shamed of myself, i shall TRY to get back to work.
jya-ne.
*i wont be alone. || 9:13 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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