ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, August 10, 2007
bye.
today is the last day of attachment at SKL. well, though im staying on as a full time staff, but still, ITS LAST DAY OF ATTACHMENT! no more monthly reports, no more interim, and after next tuesday, NO MORE FINAL PRESENTATION! and the thing is, i'm considered GRADUATED! no more SCHOOL! no more attendance! no more debarment! no more common tests! no more EXAMS! but yes, there's definitely more responsibilities to be officially working. pros and cons. i am moving on to another and also a very major stage of my life. maybelyn, there's nothing you cant do.
yes its the last day, and yet everybody is trying to make things difficult for everyone else. i dont want to go into details. its supposed to be a happy day.
jason drove us to work today, though an hour late. but still, thanks. and drove us out to lunch at IMM. woah! and later, driving us out to Plaza Singapura for a little celebration. =)
its regynna's last day. gosh, im feeling a bit upset actually. no one to gossip with, no one to skive with, no one to go toilet with, no one to do everything with. though there's jason lah, er, but eventually he's leaving and its going to be me alone. gosh, what am i going to do after all my fellow interns are gone?! i got seriously no one else to click with! next batch of interns?! i reckon it would be damn hard. never mind, there will be a way. and its not like im not used to being alone. i can be alone. i dont really care about cliques. =)
i wanted to update about my wonderful Sunday few days ago, but too lazy. so the summary is, i've stopped part timing at Grand Shanghai on sundays. i need at least ONE day to be free and enjoying. so last Sunday, considered the first free Sunday (i forgotten what i was doing last last Sunday ya), i went out with my sugar-coated sister, to IKEA, Takashimaya, Suntec City and Sim Lim Square. and got all the things i've been wanting to buy. =D it feels BLOODY good to have a free day like this! though a day like this costs alot, but its worth it afterall.
yesteday, went to KBOX with her again. then headed to Takashimaya. im starting to collect all Harry Potter series ya, just in case any one of you missed the previous entry. wahaha!
dear all, i know that, as my dearest friends, you people will always have the date '18th november' in mind. yes, thats yours truly's birthday. and JUST IN CASE you're already troubling on what present to get from me, pls refer to the following or you may proceed to the wishlist under the label 'maybelyn' to take a look at my latest desires. hahahahaha!!!
thanks all my dearest friends. i am so positive that A FEW of you out there will be getting me the things that i want. =D love you guys.
and PEIXI! dont worry lah, wont forget ur birthday present! and jamie's too!
ps: im getting more and more thick-skinned ya, ha i know. bite me~
*i wont be alone. || 4:55 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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