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ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, August 24, 2007
awfully disgusted.
i swear, i solemnly swear that never in my life, had i hated someone this much. he must be the worst type of guys that one could ever meet. i used to think that zhenwei is the worst, now come to think of it, he's not so bad afterall. *shivers* i never imagine that such a jerk (the worst kind) could even exist. i feel so ashamed that i am even friends with him. gosh, thank goodness my sufferings would end in less than a month. and i swear, for any reason at all, i wont even want to see him ever again. so irresponsible, mean, inconsiderate, egoistic, obstinate and whatever negative description that you can find in a dictionary. oh god, or whoever's in charge of destiny, i plead you, for the rest of my life, not to let me come across such a breed again, please. thanks a million. =)
alright, been some time since i updated my blog. ha, dont have any additional time ya. so anyway, i bet i have not mention something really bad that happened to me. oh my god, dont imagine it, its horrible. i've been having nightmares ever since i got the news. ok, kidding. but its really bad.
I CANT GO TO TAIWAN IN SEPTEMBER ALREADY!
argh! see how bad it is! my gosh. why? because my dear jamie has to go for her 2-month attachment during that period. and i just find it COMPLETELY POINTLESS to go to taiwan without her. so initially we decided to postpone the trip to next Feb, when its winter there. but apparently, her cousin could not take such a long leave during chinese new year season! therefore, there is a high possibility that we have to postpone it to next July/September! ARGH! thats one whole year! my goodness. i nearly fainted when i hear that.
okay, though i cant go to taiwan to celebrate Brian's birthday with him, but ITS OKAY! i know he will wait for me. hahaha. oops, kidding.
but i am still determined, VERY DETERMINED, to go out for a short holiday in September. therefore, i am, yes i am going to ignore my granny's countless objections, and i am going to Genting with my honey-coated liling in September. though its just Genting but still, at least im out of the office for many days, at least im out of Singapore. better than nothing ya. =( but i still want Taiwan.
been working in SKL as perm staff for two weeks already. everything is almost the same except that i do not have to submit weekly reports anymore! yeah. and final report is done, presentation over! woohoo! i've graduated! though not officially yet, but yes, I HAVE GRADUATED! and now its time to carry the responsibilities of my job and work hard so that people who are expecting things from me wont be disappointed. though it is going to be hard, but i am going to strive for the best. no pain, no gain. cliche, but true. for my own future, and the better life for my loved family, i will work. work. work!
ps: it doesnt matter if everything seems so fucked up now. cause i truely believe that everything would be alright, someday. peace.
*i wont be alone. || 12:45 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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