virus.
Wednesday, 4th July 2007
i am infected by a very serious virus. i dont know if there's any medication to cure it. but i know, its fatal. i need help, i really need help. the virus, the "lateness" virus is taking over my body, controlling my mind and soul. i've been late EVERYDAY for the past few weeks. i dont like it! cause this means deducting my pay! i dont want! i need my Vitamin M! argh. yah, regy is right, i've been saying that i am not going to miss the company bus for so many days, yet i couldnt make it for even one day this week. argh argh ARGH! never mind, i will make July a late-free month. i want my pay to remain intact, which i know its impossible cos i just took 1/2 day ytd. =x so i shall chiong for OT more often, but for good reasons. i will not stay in office to play games and then receive a pay cheque of more than a thousand bucks. i have integrity.
anyway, making plans for taiwan trip this coming Sept. see, thats why i need Vitamin M, so badly. because of my taiwan trip, i am going to make sure i wont be late again. yes, this shall be my one and only MOTIVATION. taiwan here i come. LILJAY/BRIAN HERE I COME! I AM COMING TO CELEBRATE UR BDAY WITH YA!
Thursday, 5th July
see, took me two days to finish blogging one entry. how busy i could be. im serious. ha. anyway, im late today AGAIN! i almost make it for the company bus! if only, if only.......... IF ONLY I WOKE UP 15MINS EARLIER! alright, regy says tts not consider as almost. =x but still, im earlier than the day before. at least there's improvements.
argh, i know right, why am i blogging when i got work to do? hey, i am human. even machines need to rest. i am going to start packing my room, i mean it. this time i really mean it. in fact, im started arranging my magazines last night. though not complete yet, but as least smth is done. oh all my beloved magazines. =) ya, so i am really going to clean my room, thoroughly. dont ask me why i have this sudden urge, i just feel like it. i just feel like i have to do it. see, maybelyn is growing up. WAHAHA!
went to meet my mom at bugis ytd, for steamboat. argh! super bloated and sinful! i swear, i would never eat buffet in months! was supposed to go city plaza to check out the 'wu fen pu' alike street, buts its too late to go so we ended up shopping in BHG, formerly known as Seiyu. =x then i was at Calvin Klein, trying on their lingerie and immediately fell in love with one wonderful piece of 'inner beauty'. i swear, if i am loaded, or i have a loaded boyfriend, i would pay for it straight away. its bloody 90bucks for a strapless bra! but i really like it alot! argh! my mom says i shld pamper myself once in awhile but i've been pampering myself almost all the time?! and 90bucks is more than just pampering! why not my mom pamper me!? keke.
yeah and i am counting down to 12th July! its two big occasions! 1st, baby Energy is 5 years old! and, AND HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX IS ON SCREENS! Harry!!! Potter!!! suger-coated sister had promised to watch with me. she better keep her promise ya. okay, apparently im always the one pangseh-ing. oops. and yeah, i got something to countdown for! this would most likely make me looking forward to every next day! haha.
oh and i almost forgotten this. Ishi, from Soul, had left the world last week. i felt really sorry for him, his family and all the people supporting him. well, though i am really NOT a big fan of Soul, or rather, NOT A FAN at all, especially him, but i really do feel sad when the news came to me. afterall, i met him alot of times and had him around me for quite some time. and i mean, it is really stupid for him to end his life, for whatever reason it might be. there's people who love him, care for him and want the world for him. he should have just take the downs of life easier and he could be a happier man. he really shouldnt have just leave the world the way he chose to. well, all i want to say, life is really unpredictable. my mom was scolding me for mentioning death all the time. but its true, i think one really has to leave everyday as if its the last, because one day, IT WILL BE.
okay, should stop trying to be emo.
ps: 7 more days. 7! SEVEN! =)