i am not up to it.
see, good things nv happen twice on me. ya i woke up, super late again. argh. 730am when i finally got out of bed. usually, i would just take the mrt and then bus. but i have to cab today! not an excuse, but yes, im supposed to attend a meeting with my boss today, at 9am. argh! so i wasted $14 just like that. SIGH. wasted $14, and then attended a meeting i barely understand, and still required to summarize for my boss. wonderful. i am super tired, my brain is not even functioning and working properly. i already tried very hard to pay attention and absorb whats my colleague talking about, but sleepiness still takes over. blardy hell. how am i suppose to send that summary?!
i feel like telling my supervisor that im not feeling well, take half day leave, then go home and SLEEP. but i cant! firstly, i cant be this irresponsible. secondly, my granny will scream at me from head to toe if i am going home just like that. thirdly, pay will be deducted. how can i let that happen when i already spent $14 unneccessarily this morning? argh. argh. ARGH! i hope he dont hurry me. i am going to look for help! =x or, i would just pretend to forget about it as i still got alot of tasks not done. i think the other tasks given by him is much more important than doing summary. hmmm, see, i can prioritize things already. ha. ha. okay! i know. stop hypnotizing myself. actually the truth is, i think i might be able to get away with it, cause he's currently seeing some guests now, and if i am not wrong, he's going out later, got a golf date or something that would take up so much of his time that he wouldnt be back in the office till tomorrow. and tomorrow he got a tight schedule as well. and besides that, ha, my boss is quite a forgetful man. usually, he would just forget what he asked me to do. okay, i am bad right. super irresponsible. okay lah, im just kidding. i will still get help from my colleague who attended the meeting as well, and die die also will squeeze out a summary for him lah. =)
gosh. i am super-duper-uber tired. yes this tired. i slept at 3am last night! argh! even teh-o-gao also cant help! now the only thing i feel like doing is sleep! no, summary! SLEEP. SUMMARY! SLEEP! SLEEP! SLEEP. see, eventually it takes over me, again. argh full of rubbish.
ps: i dont know how sure could i be, that i am able to get serious with work when such things are happening everyday.