i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
hot date, tonight.
i have a date tonight, with someone, really HOT, CUTE, and ya, everything. okay, im crapping. just that i am meeting my sugar-coated sister, for movie tonight. and its HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX. whee!!!! oh my Harry. oh my Harry. gosh, its yet another 2 and 1/2 hr movie.
two days ago, i was also sitting in the cinema, with regynna L., for 2 and 1/2 hr, watching TRANSFORMERS. yesh, its another great movie man. you know, i NEVER like action movies, unless there's people i like acting in it. if not, i repeat, I NEVER LIKE ACTION MOVIES, esp. this type of robots-type. i just find them super boring and just not for me. but there's always an exception. TRANSFORMERS ROCKS! i <3 Bumble Bee. the yellow Chevrolet that shot 'lubricant' on the stupid S7 officer. HA! Bumble Bee rocks. i'm going to reward myself with a Transformers model, hmmm, maybe after saving enough for taipei trip. =)
i realised, my favourite colour seemed to go back to yellow. ha it was my favourite colour when im in primary 3. now again. cause i suddenly realised that alot of stuffs which i like is yellow, like DUCK, GIRAFFE, and now, BUMBLE BEE! ha. oh CRAP.
ps: Harry, oh my Harry, SEE YA LATER!
*i wont be alone. || 10:27 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.