failure.
okay, i am not allowed to talk about Harry Potter before regynna watches it tml. =x but I DONT CARE! ha, she's not going to read my blog. anyway, regynna, if you're reading this RIGHT NOW, my advice is, STOP READING or dont blame me about disclosing anything about Harry Potter!
okay! it feels so great to be watching Harry Potter in a cinema on the 1st day of screening! seriously, this is the 1st time watching Harry Potter in the theatres. the previous 4 were all dvds. HARRY POTTER ROCKS. okay, the movie, hmmm, its nice, very nice, it has to be nice as its Harry Potter! okay crap. but compared to the previous seasons, esp. the 1st few, it didnt feel so exciting anymore. but the characters are getting cuter and cuter, really. i mean, not looks, but themselves. okay, the storyline was alright, i dont know how different it is from the book, i haven read The Order of The Phoenix, YET. i am going to, when regynna is willing to bring it for me. ha. oh ya, the storyline, i just think that Sirius Black shouldnt die. i nearly cried! gosh, i mean, he is Harry's only family. argh. though i know what happened in the 6th book, but yes, he shouldnt die in the 5th one. crap.
alright, just finished lunch with regynna. argh, is there a way, for me to STOP eating but not feeling hungry? or better, is there a way to STOP growing horizontally but could continuing eating? you wish. i want to lose weight! BUT HOW?!!!! how to when 1) i dont exercise, 2) yoga doesnt help, 3) i cant stop eating, 4) i keep sitting down all the time after meals. yes, my ass is getting bigger and bigger. but what to do? how to not sit down?! argh argh argh. help help help!
okay, and something that made me so fustrated and depressed. today i'm late for work again and i took cab from boon lay interchange. see, one thing is, i keep spending unnecessary money. another is, i have been late for 2wks straight! 2weeks! thats a new record! and because of this, i gotta buy regynna lunch. lunch doesnt matter, what matters the most is that i feel so useless! cant even get up on time for work! i dont know if its me or the new phone. i always need some time to adapt to a new phone's alarm clock. but i thought this new phone shouldnt be much of a problem, as its still Nokia. but i dont understand why, i had never managed to hear the alarm since the 1st day im using it. its the same Nokia brand, with the same alarm tone. so how difficult is it for me to wake up when the alarm goes off?! i dont understand.
okay, being late, not only leaves a bad impression. see, they have to deduct my pay accordingly, which makes the OT hours that i've worked worthless. and 2ndly, most of the time i've got to take cabs from a certain place. wasting money on cabs, and getting lesser pay. when i gotta spend so much for the taiwan trip. the tickets, the hotel, the expenses, everything. ya, then dont go right? thats what you people are thinking? no way man. i swear, no matter how financially tight i am, even if i gotta survive on bread and biscuits for the rest of the month, I AM DEFINITELY GOING TO TAIWAN. this is a little girl's dreams. going overseas, paying her tickets with her own money. going to a country that she likes, with her best friend there showing her around, thats a dream. another thing is, she would never be satisfied till she goes to taiwan, and meet the people she has been yearning to meet for so long, celebrating Liljay's birthday. though its kinda dumb, but thats the satisfaction that she needs ya. so, wish her well. =)
oh ya, and i forgotten to mention. the last entry, about watching Harry Potter, was the 300th entry. okay, not so much of a big deal, but see, Harry gets the honour. okay, LAME.
ps: No sacrifice, no victory. and, Harry rocks.