ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Monday, June 11, 2007
a bad day.
oh man, what a day. twenty bucks just flew off just like that *snap*. i woke up at 740am this morning and was really too tired and lazy to take public transport. so out of impluse, my idiotic right hand reached out and hailed a cab. argh. and i know i couldnt blame the driver for making the wrong turn, i was the one who's not paying attention. but still, he could have been kind enough to charge me lesser, maybe exclude the peak hour charge?! argh, for my own laziness and blurness, i wasted my own hard-earned money. =(
had my interim presentation back in school last friday. erm, not really well done, but all i can say is, i've tried my best. then went to queensway with regynna, and bought a pair of jeans each. and i am so HAPPY that im one size down! hurray!! =) working really hard to lose that meat. haha. then headed to regynna's workplace, jayzee cafe. a nice and cosy place to chill. was slacking there, watching her work, waiting for the time to meet adrian for movie back at jurong point. Ocean's Thirteen. brad pitt is SO cute. =D then met up with my sugar-coated sister, she wanted to have supper and i needed to talk. chatted with her till 2plus in the morning.
woke up 3pm the next day. nothing much going on. worked, then went to huanzhi's house for mahjong, overnight. keke. till 9 the next morning. =) headed home and got my new phone! Nokia E65. sigh, not really what i want though. i still want the Samsung U600 very much! =( yeah i know, i shouldnt be complaining.
gosh, i am so tired. so freaking lethargic. dont feel like doing anything, ANYTHING AT ALL.
going somewhere with regynna today, so excited. =]
ps: its not always good to have a choice. now, i would rather be left with no choice. =x
*i wont be alone. || 11:33 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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