ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
yuppies flu.
great. fancy blogging in the early morning. no choice, i've got nothing to do. argh i wish i could be a little more busy, not too busy, but just a little bit more.
i think i've got up from the wrong side of the bed this morning. i didnt hear my alarm and it snoozed till 640am, 10mins later than the usual time i woke up, okay only 5mins. managed to catch the lrt on time though, and wasnt suppose to miss the company bus as i reached jurong east at 730am. but gotta go to the toilet. what the fcuk right. and so i missed the assholey bus and gotta head down to boon lay to take the frigging crowded and hot 249. see, a bad beginning.
i really feel very lethargic this morning. i slept at 11pm last night, i shouldnt be this tired. but i am so TIRED, dont even feel like getting out of bed and coming to work. i just want to sleep on forever. and i feel sick, very sick. i am feeling okay, just that im feeling sick. dont ask me to explain. hmmm, they call this the yuppies flu. YUP=young urban professional. i am not a yuppie. i am just a intern, working in a listed company with a market value of 2.1billion, and i am not even professional, not even close to that.
maybe i know the reason for feeing sick. eeks. yuks. my suger-coated sister knows, right? ha.
p/s: the time is super slow today. and i seriously DONT LIKE IT.
*i wont be alone. || 8:37 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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