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ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
wednesday.
i actually didnt realise that it is wednesday, maybe cause of the holiday yesterday. well, not so bad, at least it is starting not to bother me anymore. though its not exactly bothering me, i'll still label it as black wednesday. i like to be different. but i do have a reason why wednesday isnt a good day, or rather, why TODAY isnt a good day. maybe more than one reason.
firstly, its raining heavily this morning, and i have to drag myself out of bed. and even washing my face with icy cold water doesnt help. secondly, the covered walkway in the neighbourhood is still not complete YET. so i gotta walk in the rain and i hate it. and i hate it even more when my bag has to be in the rain with me. thirdly, a ""NO MEALS IN THE PANTRY" notice is found in the pantry. like what the fcuk right, no food in a place where we're supposed to have food?! gosh, our canteen is like freaking small and how the hell do they expect so many of us to fit in and finish our lunch within 2hours? do they need more brains seriously?
and well, initially there should be only the above three reasons. but now i just sensed the fourth one, which i will not go so much into it. the understatement is, wednesday is no good. whoops, maybe i can cross out the fourth reason now. we shall see. dont ask me about it. because
maybelyn wont talk. =)
and yeah, its May. ITS MAY. hopefully everything will be super-ultra fine for me in this month. whee ITS MAY!
p/s: however, i still super dislike people calling me MAY. u dont hear me calling myself MAY in short, right. MAYBEL please.
*i wont be alone. || 9:34 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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