i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
the quiet wednesday morning.
nope, not black wednesday anymore. cos i aint wearing black today. im wearing red, trying to cast all evil aura off me. ha, not funny.
anyway, its quiet and BORING in the office now. both regynna and christopher took 1/2 day leave and that leaves maybelyn so lonely, blogging in the early morning. sigh. well, my attachment life wouldnt be interesting without these peeps around. i wish its lunchtime soon! then they'll be back.
burp. i just had a super heavy breakfast this morning. aww thats so sinful and now im a few steps further to slimming down. oh maybelyn maybelyn ong, YOU ARE SO FAT. =D
p/s: look at my title and you will know that this might not be the only entry of the day. *off to shake leg*
*i wont be alone. || 8:52 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.