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ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
i need a break.
when something happens, it is not always because of the same reasons. it can have more than a possibility. maybe two, maybe a hundred, maybe a thousand, or maybe more than you could imagine. so why, why are you still thinking that it could only be that particular reason, when it is so clear that things are already not the same. oh well, stubborn. whats new?
had been really tired lately. OT-ing almost everyday, never ending work. i need not be so busy and tired actually. just that i always take my own sweet time, never really wanted to get serious with my work. like what regynna says, i wish i had all the energy in the world. i am really tired and i thought i deserve a good break. everybody deserves one.
there are alot of things which are not about can/cannot, but whether want/dontwant. well in this case, i reckon dont want is the choice. dont get what i mean? never mind. its not meant to be understandable anyway. like im starting not to understand myself anymore. thats fine actually. i never really know who am i and what i really want in the first place. so pathetic.
ps: falling in love with my dearest Shane again. rewatching The L Word, never get tired of it. LOVES. =D
*i wont be alone. || 12:38 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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