happy that you're happy.
i laugh at my silliness. i get angry at my own mistakes. but all these doesnt matter. what matters the most, is that you're happy, thats more than enough for me to live on. see, thats silliness. its not that i cant move on, its that i dont want to move on. i want to hold on to the slightest hope, the hope that will bring you back to me. see, thats mistake.
living in my own silliness and mistakes, i realised i could actually be happy. becos you're there. becos you're smiling. becos you're you and you're happy being you. we're so us when we're back as friends. i dont understand why is it so, but as long as this is going to make you happy, this is what i am going to live with.
although, i am still going to be so lost without you.
*i wont be alone. || 2:45 PM