i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
woah its been two months. haha. new record. okay now im updating.
nothing really important happen this 2mths. school, exams and attachment. oh yeah, attachment. was posted to Sembawang Kimtrans. working environment is alright. full of familiar faces. good thing? perhaps.
god! i really got nothing to blog about at all. i got no life!! its a good thing tt today im able to sit in front of my lappy and blog. last week, my 1st week of attachment, i dont even have time to pee sia! wake up 630am in the morning, start work at SKL at 8am. end work at 530pm. rushed down from jurong to grand shanghai to part time at 7pm. end work at 11pm. reach home at 12 am. next morning wake up at 630am again. this routine lasted for a whole week! oh my god. no life plus super shagged! nearly die!
ytd finally got the chance to come str8 home after work. woah! well, wasn't feeling really happy ytd. and the only good thing tt happened was home-cooked dinner! yums. i love my granny. to kristen: our makan spree! must plan hor! hurry up! and clubbing. u owe me one clubbing "date" okay. lol. tts it lah. really got NOTHING to blog about. SO NO LIFE! ARGH!
its my life................
*i wont be alone. || 7:45 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.