Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Can I be the one for you?
we started talking. i dunno if it is a good or bad thing. all i know is, at least we're talking, at least things are like before, at least we're friends. but is this what i really, really want?
jy told me that time eases everything. i know that, of course i do.but how much time?
some say that time could bring two people together. some say time could separate them apart. and some say time could heal the wound after they're being separated. why? i really dont understand. if time could break them apart and then heal their wounds, then in the first place, why bring them together?
i wish that the journey from company to jurong east today could be as long as it could. i dont know when is the next time we'll take the same bus again.
regynna is right. how could i stand him for that period of time? i dunno as well. all i know is, i feel like i cant have enough of all his nonsense. if i could turn the clock, if i could say "i'm sorry", if only i could.....
i am very tired of pretending to be okay. how do i be fine when i am not? maybelyn ong, what are you still expecting seriously? i dunno what the hell is wrong with me? why do i even bother?
why did you let go???
*i wont be alone. || 9:19 PM