ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, January 05, 2007
this blog is dying soon i guess. one entry per month is no good. haha.
so i shall TRY to blog regularly for those people who love me out there! yes im referring to you, yes YOU!
had my common test in mid december, everything seemed okay. after my last paper went to Sim Lim Square to shop for my external hard disk and WHEE, i got a GREAT bargain. 160GB for only $120! yes you're not seeing things, its this cheap. hahaha!
had been working and rotting for the 2-week break. had a filling steamboat for supper on christmas eve with precious sister, LINGG. oh, and spent a LONELY new year eve. thats pathetic. =x
just checked out from LINGG's 3D2N birthday chalet this afternoon. had a great time overall. i hate details, you know. so yah, GREAT. too tired so skipped work today but went town to shop around and almost empty my wallet instead. anyway, didnt attend classes for this whole week, praying hard that my granny wont hear about this or else see me in hell. she's not being herself lately, or shall i say, sheis OVERLY being herself. nagging and scolding at super small matter. yelled at me when i didnt pack my room. yelled at me when i am packing my room. just what does she want? argh. its okay, i shall learn not to complain and listen. and i hope she learns that too. =)
thats about it. what a boring December. hopefully when i blog again in February i have more things to report. GOTCHA.
ciao.
*i wont be alone. || 7:03 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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