i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, October 20, 2006
a peaceful school week. managed NOT to fool too much arnd in class. at least tried very hard to pay alot of attention. =) way to go.
went town to find ling yesterday. bought a t-shirt from Flesh Imp which has "i am a sweetie, just not yours" printed on it. *hint hint* LOL.
nothing much to blog about actually. feeling slightly better compared to the beginning of the week. though there's still some hiccups throughout but i still managed to survive. yeah. hopefully i will have a VERY peaceful semester. =)
going to work later and will be working over the wkends. i want to work more! MORE!
suddenly craves for ice-cream. ciao.
*i wont be alone. || 3:40 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.