ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, August 03, 2006
woah. watching Singapore Idol now. Paul Twohill finally decided to comb up his hair and show his WHOLE face after so much criticisms against his unique image. oh well, as for well, i rather he keeps his hair down. =x but anyway, comparing the finalists for Singapore Idol 1 & 2, the ones for SI 2 are not really up to standard. whatever happen to the talents in Singapore? mentioning about SI 1, i miss Maia. she's da babe!
anyway, blogged to share a very nice and sweet sentence i found in the footer of an email a friend sent me.
Last night i looked up at the stars and matched each one with a reason why i love you. i was doing great, but then i ran out of stars.
sweet, isnt it? agree or die.
i am feeling so lethargic, SO LETHARGIC. all the morning classes had my energy all drained out. *woah Energy* oh, had my energy all drained out and then i just cant live without my afternoon naps. ha and each time i woke up from my nap, i felt as though its a brand new day. so now im kinda confused. isit friday today? nah im kidding.
argh. maybel the lazybones. i seriously dun feel doing anything right now. but i've got 2 1000-words reports to hand in tomorrow. whats worse? there's a test tomorrow! *shakes the pompom* maybel loves tests! -_- I DUN FEEL LIKE DOING A SINGLE THING! well guess its going to be a late night for me tonight. well i remember telling myself that i will start studying when i finished my dinner, and they're almost digested now but i haven get started. and i am so sure tomorrow i wont be able to sleep well too. im not even coming home. im not going to have a bed at all! argh. and i am having a busy weekends. argh argh argh. and i promised ling that i wont pangseh her again for movies on sunday. and i wont wan to pangseh her as well, my LAKEHOUSE. woah.
anyway, i have a need to announce this. I SURVIVED MY LAST WEEKENDS, miraculously. =) uh-uh, no further questions. period.

oh man i love this picture alot. yah tell me i edited it with the special effects. YOU'RE WRONG. the effects are totally unintentional. it just happened that the place is dark and i insisted that i could use jamie's phone to take that picture. yada-yada. but who cares, i love it. =)
alright i tink im done with this. later. =)
*i wont be alone. || 8:08 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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