.Lines that never cross.

ooh-la-la.

i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.

one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.

Friday, August 18, 2006

The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you.

I miss somebody right now.

I dont watch TV these days. (or rather i cant survive without TV these days.)

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I've tried marijuana.

I have been in a threesome.

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (WAHAHA!)

I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (sometimes being honest doesnt help.)

I curse sometimes. (all the time.)

I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (i guessed so.)

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (im not psychotic.)

I'm smart. (thats of course.)

I've broken someone's bones. (it was an accident.)

I'm paranoid sometimes. (i am insecure.)

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (a liposuction will be nice.)

I need money right now.

I love sushi.

I talk really,really fast.

I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas. (dont be ridiculous.)

I have at least one sibling. (im the one and only princess at home.)

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (i think so.)

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. (i dun like answering calls from anonymous.)

I like the way i look.

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I can multi-task.

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.

I have a lot of friends.

I am currently single.

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop.

Enjoy window shopping.

I would rather shop then eat. (whats life without food?!)

I don't hate anyone.

I'm a pretty good dancer. (yeah, i am a pretty AND good dancer. =))

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.

I believe in God.

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I've rejected someone before.

I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.

I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before.

I've called the cops on a friend before.

I'm not allergic to anything.

I have a lot to learn.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

I am shy around the opposite sex.

I have tried alcohol before.

I own the "South Park" movie.

I would die for my best friends. (i need to consider.)

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.

I am happy at this moment!

I'm obsessed with guys.

I study for tests most of the time.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever i can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I know how to play at least 1 musical instrument.

I worked at McDonald's restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I love sci-fi movies.

I think water rules.

I went college out of state.

I like sausages.

I love kisses. (i prefer hugs.)

I fall for the worst people. (when they never fall for me.)

I adore bright colours.

I can't live without black eyeliner.

I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.

I usually like covers better than originals.

I can pick up things with my toes.

I can't whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse. (i remembered crying badly when my mom tried to put me on a horse in the zoo when i was 5.)

I still have every journal I've ever written in.

I can't stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep. (how am i supposed to know?!)

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring.

I have a tattoo.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.

I am a caffeine junkie.

I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. (i know, but i dont.)

I have been to over 15 conventions.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical the better.

I'm an artist.

I only clean my room when necessary. (i dont even clean my room even when necessary.)

I like a person of the same sex. (i love my girl-friends!)

I love being happy.

I am an adrenaline junkie.

i guess im just too bored. got this from friendster's bulletin anyway. it just helped me kill some time. =x

was supposed to extract my wisdom tooth this morning. but lazy me just wouldnt get out of my cosy (but HOT) bed. air-con is not fixed yet and its like getting more and more like hell as each day passed. argh! i am not finding excuses, but whenever i tried to start studying for my exams, well i have to have the fan facing at me, which causes all my notes to flutter about. and i simply cant continue to CONCENTRATE. (and partly because of the uploaded dramas and online games) whatever it is, tomorrow someone will be here to get it fixed. and i hope its really FIXED. boo~~

im gonna try to study now. (with my TV on) yada-yada

ciaos.

*i wont be alone. || 6:42 PM

she is she, nobody but SHE.

maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.

she loves...

she wishes for...

she doesnt know, either.