i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
one more week to exams. 3papers this time round. my purchasing management lecturer didnt give ANY tips for finals! i am so dead! i always survived on his tips! now that he didnt give any, i am going to flunk my paper im sure. argh. somebody save me please. and tomorrow im going to have my chem log re-test. someone just kill me, let me die!
freak. the weather is bad enough. and my air-con just has to throw tantrums at this point of time. now i've to survive on the electric fan. i wan my air-con!!!!!!!!!
its already a week and a day. A WEEK AND A DAY. period.
nothing much to say. CHEMICAL LOGISTICS time. boohoo. >.<
later.
*i wont be alone. || 11:30 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.