ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
im late by 1 hour and 51 minutes. but better late than never.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
alright. serious blogging.
saturday 5th august.
SuperBand Grand Finals. saw teresa there, think she's supporting SOUL. haha i know she'll be reading this. she's always stalking me. she knows EVERYTHING about me. SCARY woman. anyway Milo Bing won. always wondering, their band name in english, is it Milo Bing/Milo Peng/Milu Bing? whatever. i dun care. the thing is they won. well, expected though. so no comments. the only song that touched my heart that night was Xiao Wei by J3. jazz version. damn nice. DAMN NICE. tired night. SLEEP.
-LUCIFY-
sunday 6th august.
i slept till 7pm! can you believe it?! oh man. and i dont remember dreaming at all. i must be realy tired eh. tried to study but failed of course. i never manage to study properly. haha. watched Princess Hours till next morning. haha. Princess Hours ROCKS.
monday 7th august.
purchasing management test. boring test. went kbox with peixi. bought Mr.BigHead. i love Mr.BigHead.

aint he cute? *hugs* and now you know he is Mr.BigHead for a reason. and he got a small butt. im lazy to take a picture of his ass. haha. oh my cute little sweetie. love ya!
i fell asleep while watching Princess Hours, from around 5pm+ to 3pm the next day. call me the queen.
tuesday 8th august.
watched Princess Hours for the whole day and night. till 10am the next day and finally finished everything.
wednesdau 9th august.
once again, happy birthday singapore. woke up at 4pm. celebrated chanel's birthday with esther, yiwen and peixi in town. ate dinner at cafe cartel. walked around. home.

me and the babe who turns 21 on saturday. o_0
boring life it is.
i am feeling so sleepy. but i've got a test tml. that just sucks. i haven study anything yet. SHIT.
i cant wait for holidays. waiting for my dull, black-and-white life to become colourful, which seems rather impossible. the only thing i always do during holidays, SLEEP. i would give up EVERYTHING just to sleep. yeah i am serious. =)
thats it. i am going to SLEEP. ciaos. =)
*i wont be alone. || 1:51 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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