ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Saturday, July 15, 2006
whee! this is my 250th post, excluding all those drafts thats not published. keke. i started blogging like 2yrs ago and i have only 25o posts?! thats not very remarkable.
i woke up at 955am this morning. damn, waking up so DAMN early on a saturday morning just isnt me at all. but its becoming a routine i couldnt missed every week. SuperBand repeat! blah blah. so yeah, this morning i was waken up by handphone alarm at 955am when i was dreaming of my cutey Norman! hello!! we were about to say "I DO" to each other when Jolin Tsai started singing(my alarm tone)! alright i was kidding about the dream. after finished watching SuperBand repeat, i decided to continue my beauty sleep (and of cos to continue to dream about Norman).
so as i dream on, the prince and princess were about to live happily ever after, my granny stomped into my chamber and screamed at her top of her voice. *there goes my prince Norman* so anyway, my WONDERFUL ADVISOR sent her this letter to inform her about my absence from school. the letter clearly stated all the dates and lessons i've skipped. well done ngee ann. alright my bad for skipping classes. but cant they just give me debarment letters? do they have to go till such extent? my goodness. thank goodness my granny didnt come after me with a parang. but she did whacked me up with a baseball bat. (im kidding i dont have one) my sufferings have yet to end. MORE TO COME. next time, could she wait for my fairytale dream to end beautifully before waking me up? *cries for prince Norman*

NORMAN! woah, guys just look so attractive and charming when they get serious. see that Pastamania cup, thats his favourite! im gonna make Pastamania mine so that Norman could have free flow of pasta all his life. breakfast, lunch, high tea, dinner, supper!
jamie seriously cant stand my sudden obsession with Norman because she thinks he resembles someone who she doesnt wish to be reminded of. erm, well initially i thought so too. but hey, i think Norman is so so much cuter. jamie found out about my special liking for such guys. hahaha. small beady eyes and dimples, i just couldnt resist them. hahaha. omg, small beady eyes, dimples, NORMAN!
okay enough of Norman.
but anway, Norman is a french name.
*slaps myself*
lets talk about something else. before that, did i mention that NORMAN ROCKS?! omg.
*Norman running around in my mind*
STOP IT MAYBELYN!
okay okay. i miss peixi. she's been very busy with schoolwork. why am i not?! the main point is, we hardly talk to each other these days. sometimes, its so difficult to even meet her out for lunch. saddening. i miss this friend, this friend who stood by me through my ups and downs. oh well, its okay, distance shall make our friendship stronger. yeap. =)
thats about it. the next time i blog, i shall TRY not to mention about N...NO...NOR...NORM...NORMA...NORMAN!!
ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 9:47 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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