ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, July 14, 2006
argh. its a friday night and i am rotting at home. boo!!! i've been a good girl these few days, attending classes punctually. alright maybe not that punctual but at least im present. 10am class 3 days in a row. getting sick of school. and getting used to naps after school. keke. i just love to sleep.
so anyway, watched Singapore Idol results last night. my cutey Norman Then is out! like what the f*ck!! i was telling jamie that i got this feeling that Norman might be out when he was standing with Jonathan, Nurul and Mathilda. and then i was right. damn if only i was so accurate in picking questions in exams. I AM VERY SAD OKAY. NORMAN!! fine at least he made it to Top 12. still proud of him but *cover face and cry* T.T! i just talked to him last saturday. that guy even 'proposed' to me, jokingly. (yea he did) and now i cant see him on TV again!! (not for the time being) please kill me. and i cant even see him in school cos he deferred this semester. argh NORMAN my cutey.
he's so cute, isnt he? *drooling* haha.
thats the cutey Norman and his sister, sweet right? *screams*

found this rather interesting picture from Paul's friendster account. its damn lame. but quite logical actually.
NORMAN! NORMAN! NORMAN! NORMAN! *fading away...*
NORMAN!
ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 7:49 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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