ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, May 12, 2006
whee. i know right, fancy blogging at this kinda hours. oh well, ling just left my house not so long ago. keke. love my sister. and tml, oh or i shall say later, we're going out again. keke.
so proudly to announce! my room had maintained its neatness for a week! hurray! that certainly calls for a celebration! muhaha. and anyway, i was just saying about starting to get focus on my previous entry and now guess wat. i missed school again, for the whole day. i slept right thru till 2+ pm. piggy me. argh! alright. oh well. I MUST STAY FOCUSED! yes i must!
i am still feeling very uneasy and i seriously dunno why. everything just doesnt seems right at all. things are just so wrong. maybe its my bloody, useless sixth sense again. but i just cant help to feel the way im feeling now. talked to ling abt it. she says its just so me being so sensitive. she thinks things are just perfectly alright and normal now. well, i certainly hope so. i just dun wish anything to change again. i finally get used to the life im having now, and i hope it remains this way. well, at least for the time being, im still not ready for a change.
人改变不了改变不了的事情. how true.
oh ya. just to add on. i suddenly love this song so much. 一眼万年 by S.H.E.
泪有点咸有点甜 你的胸膛吻着我的侧脸
回头看踏过的雪 慢慢融化成草原
而我就像你 没有一秒 曾后悔
爱那么绵那么粘 管命运设定要谁离别
海岸线越让人留连 总是美得越蜿蜒
我们太倔强 连天都不忍再反对
深情一眼挚爱万年 几度轮回恋恋不灭
把岁月铺成红毯 见证我们的极限
心疼一句珍藏万年 誓言就该比永远更远
要不是沧海桑田 真爱怎么会浮现
ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 4:28 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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