i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Sunday, May 07, 2006
whee. finally had my frog porridge on friday night, together wid jamie, ling, nanny charles and jonathan. keke and woah. but. im craving for more!! i jus cant have enough of them! whee. headed to clarke quay to chill. den walked back to orchard from clarke quay to take NR3 and while de guys took cabby home. jamie stayed over at my place again, till monday. love her!
and today!! i finished packing my room!! whee!! okay, WE finished packing my room. jamie helped me so much! in fact, she almost did everything. wahaha. my room totally looked different! and de most important of all, i found my thumbdrive!! i seriously love jamie so much.
here's my room.
this is before. and thats me sorting out my papers. haha. messy!!
and dalang!! this is after! whee!! different right! hahaha. see my energy rocks!
and this is my table. love this table. so neat now. keke. thanks nanny charles for tt doggy keyboard hand rest. i like it!! muhaha. erm, actually it still looks abit messy, cos i got too much stuffs. keke.
and i tink im on the wrong way. there's no turning back. wat should i do? =(
*i wont be alone. || 1:07 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.