ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
my dear friend is having a bad night. other than asking her not to think so much, i seriously dunno how to console her. i just hope that she could be happy. perhaps i could somehow understand how she's feeling. cause i experienced similar stuffs. just that, maybe she's right, at least that period of time, i didnt have to face her. so i wont have much feelings.
well, i just wan to let her know, i might not be the best of friends that she had, and our friendship might not even be everlasting, but as for now, at this very moment, i am with her. no matter how hard her life is right now, i am right beside her. im grateful to have her listening to my woes this period of time, and now, im going to repay her by staying by her side, seeing her cry. i wish she could tell me all her troubles and unhappiness. im willing to share everything. cause i believe, "truth and tears clear the way to a deep and lasting friendship". and besides, she told me the other night, "Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled". so i am all ready to share half her sorrows for her. she has seen me through my bad times, and now im going to go through hers wid her.
she said her happiness has left her long time ago and too far away. i wish and i wan, to help her find back the happiness that belongs to her. cause i love her. cause we love her. =)
one last thing to add, we'll protect you with all we have.
勳 我又利用了你的专利
the grass is always greener on the other side.
很多人都会羡慕自己周遭的人
老是将自己和别人当比较
总是羡慕别人有而自己没有的一切
但往往人们看到的都只是表面
每个人似乎都有隐藏着的秘密
不为人知的秘密
最近发生了很多事
让我慢慢开始珍惜身边所拥有的
珍惜家庭
知道无论怎么样 家 永远是最靠近的避风港
珍惜友情
得来不易的友情 难能可贵的友情
甚至让我觉得 大家就像是一家人的友情
珍惜自己
相信自己活在这个世界上 不是没有目的的
珍惜生命
将每一天都过得最充实 不让自己留下任何遗憾
让自己和身边的人 时时刻刻都带着微笑
我要如何将这一切 做得尽善尽美
我是否也能用真正的自己 去面对身边的人事物
是否也能 真诚地面对自己
毕竟 这个世界上
有谁 不是带着面具的呢
真可悲
*i wont be alone. || 12:25 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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