ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Monday, May 15, 2006
i wan to SLEEP! i am SO SO TIRED.
had a wonderful sunday night. keke. i love my girls. woke up damn early on sunday morning to shop for stuffs for our steamboat at night. then headed town with jamie and peixi to meet yy, shuping, shumin, sihua, prissy and jonathan, to celebrate prissy's birthday in advanced. then they went off, so headed to wait for ling to finish work with jamie and xi. and saw Kenneth Lim from CSS working at Clinique. i know, right, how G*Y. haha. and anyway, jamie and i bought a new bling bling bag! keke. my goodness. the bag is so just US! lol. and we bought the same hp accessories too! keke =) love my girls.
had a wonderful time preparing and eating. and this is my first time ever, eating steamboat but feeling DAMN COLD. i had my jacket zipped all the way up to my neck. COLD! haha. drinking hot soup doesnt help at all!! argh.
lazy to blog more abt it. pictures!!

thats clumsy me! cutting, erm fish? muhaha.

our princess jamie getting her hands dirty with her FUNGI!!

if u could see ling's hair clearly, im telling u im mad at it! cause she made us wait for her for damn long just to get her hair done! argh!

thats us in a total mess! kitchen's not a paradise to all female species!

oh ya. this is the joke of the day. my precious little baby sister ling, erm, i dont know how she did it. but she just managed to all of us LAUGH LIKE MAD with her banana tricks. oh she and her BANANAS.

oh thats our veggies mountain. i love VEGGIES but sad to say, i didnt finish it! boo! =x

thats our feast!! yums! ROCKS!

ling and me. i love her. =)

adding in more soup!! oh man. i love steamboat!

we call it veggie pot. yums!! YUMS!

1st photo together for the night.

friends ACTUALLY. ACTUALLY ACTUALLY!

ling, my twin and i. whee.

oh after eating for abt 1 and a half hour, this is the first time the soup BOILED. hahaha.

ling's twin, my twin, me and ling! sisters doubled!

xi's twin, jamie's twin, jamie and xi. we're getting bored alright.

now the 8 of us. friends ACTUALLY squared. =x

my honey and my punching bag! muhaha.

my sister and my honey. cant stand her hair lah!

one more time! spot me and dont win a prize.

oh and we celebrated jamie's cousin's bday in advanced. jamie is a lousy cousin. she forgotten her cousin's bday! haha. Happy Birthday Cousin!

交杯蛋糕. hahaha.

whee!!! caught jamie pigging! hahaha.
the princess and the queen. with the queen's laptop. wallpaper rocks.
the princess and the queen. with an EXTRA HAND of a FILIPINO MAID.
she tried to kiss my HONEY. i wont allow that!
so i joined in! but ling doesnt really seem to enjoy that. haha. jamie's mine anyway, so BACK OFF!! =x
yea. thats about it. we really had a GREAT TIME. oh, i had to apologise to the girls. due to lack of sleep and eating too much, i lost my voice and couldnt complete what we're supposed to do! argh! im so UPSET. boo! pillow fights, tickling each other, fightings, screamings. u name it. we did almost everything that night. and i finally managed to fall asleep arnd 4am. woke up at 630am! this clearly explains my heavy eyelids now.
oh well. i am terribly upset. my girls know why, i know why. i cant help it. i cant explain it. just upset. i wish things could get better, whether am i the cause or not.
alright. shall get back to my Logistics ReDesign blah blah blah stuffs. ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 12:15 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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