ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, May 11, 2006
i always have this sixth sense that tells me things that i wouldnt wan to know, things that would make me unhappy. and i dun like it seriously. cause it will makes me go into thinking. so when i thought everything was fine, all this thoughts just make me feel worse. sensitive is the word i guess. oh well, perhaps that explains why im a scorpio. =x
changed my blogskin. like it so much. and changed away my blog song too. but i seriously like that song alot. but jus today i realised that there's this way to retrieve people's blog template html and they could just get the song all they wan. and i didnt like it. argh. this is just so intruding! ah watever. anyway, i like the new blog song tt i have now. its so HarryPotter! and harry potter jus rocks! keke.
argh. and this school term is just so not good. its only the third week and i've received so many attendance warning letters. my god. i have to start to FOCUS!! yes!
argh i cant stand my sixth sense anymore. its like a virus in my brain and its seriously damaging it. im feeling kinda depressed now. so BLUE! boo~ ciaos.
oh some photos tt i've forgotten to share.
me and yiyun, on our way to town from expo. 16th april.
ling and me, on our way to town from expo. 16th april.
love the pumpkin. keke.
me and jamie in mediacorp theatre for Singapore Idol. 26th april.
me and jamie, in library watching Harry Potter, killing our time before meeting the rest for our frog porridge! =) yums! 5th may.
me and ling, at clarke quay after eating frog porridge. 5th may.
*i wont be alone. || 12:55 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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