i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Monday, May 08, 2006
fine!! i deleted tt entry le!! 不要再骂我了!
thanks yiyun, for listening to my horrible cries. thanks jamie and peixi, for just being who you are. thanks ling, for laughing at what happened. =x haha. but i still love u.
*jamie, 我回来了.
*i wont be alone. || 10:39 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.