i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Sunday, May 21, 2006
finally got the strength and energy to blog. like i mentioned in my previous entry. the weekend would definitely be a disaster. and bingo! i wont mention anything about yesterday anymore. enough is enough.
but now im feeling very bad too. perhaps i really dont deserve any trust from anyone, even my own friends.
*i wont be alone. || 10:34 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.