i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, April 27, 2006
woah. school started abt a week le. well, all i can say is, im not being a gd student these few days. in fact, i am never one. keke. im so glad tt now i've jamie, xi and jiaen wid me in school. goodbye lonely days.
got de chance to enjoy myself de day before school starts. went town after church service wid ling, jamie, yy and grp, pris and grp, charles, benjamin and jonathan. whee. finally ate my chicken rice from far east!! now's left wid bah kut teh and frog porridge. i've been craving for them since weeks ago. esp. frog porridge!! nanny charles gotta eat vegetarian diet so we cant eat this fri. =( den ben left earlier and de rest of us went party world. lalala. keke. there's no room available so we all sang in de hall. cool! haha. charles left us earlier too. den we headed heerens to take neoprints. keke. =) den we saw this CUTE DOGGIE outside heerens when we were abt to leave. its super cute!! i tink its a chao-chao or however u spell tt la, de breed tt look like a lion!! my god!! its super super super CUTE!!!!! DOGS!!!!!!!!
argh. feeling blue. i predict i'll be in a super bad mood tml. beware peeps!!! i bite!!! =( ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 7:11 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.