ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
woah. a tiring and sick weekend. went to Chevrons chalet. argh! why mus jonathan choose tt place? tts de last place i wan to go!!! nvm. anyway, went to chalet to watch Big Jam. i know, right, its lame. but well, its something tt de guys did tt we shld appreciate. initially de chalet were CROWDED. really crowded. so many girls and so little guys. keke. after Big Jam, some started to leave. and me, ling, xi, jamie, charles, jeremy nah-nah, michelle and minzy decided to go supper @ toh guan. tts de last 2nd place i wan to go. =x well, bought supper back for jonathan. our whole group were well entertained by lizards, toads, snails and more along our way there and back. argh LIZARDS! was playing daidee wid ling, xi and nah-nah when we decided to watch American Pie. haha. its freaking funny la. nah's laughters were totally hilarious! haha. den having a great chat by de pool wid ling, xi and jamie when jon and charles joined. chatted for very long. woah. ling, xi, jamie and me left chalet @ 6plus in de morning. all headed to my place when i bathed and off we go! haha. shhh.
some photos taken at chalet.

dun doubt, im inside tt blanket. idiot. =x

he forced me. =x sobs. mom!
and now i realised jonathan has a big mouth. hahaha!

now jonathan attacked benjamin.

me and benjamin. both victims 'violated' by jonathan. hahaha.

erm, 'Fu Lu Shou' of de night. ha.

ling and me. love this pic so much! =)

ling and me, again. i love her even more.

me and jamie, having supper.

jamie, totally mesmerized by mr. zhang shuwei. haha.

xi and me, by de pool. woah!
went to mediacorp for Big Jam results show de day after chalet. cool. G-Force made it into Top 14!! congrats. oh and benjamin's mom and bro are wid us. his brother is totally cute!! hahaha. period. went newton for supper after results show. oh, i totally lost my voice due to lack of sleep. wth. de rest jus ate those delicacies in front me when i coud only eat fishball soup. tts bad. argh! headed home wid ling after supper. tiring and angry night. i actually got scolded by some irritating girls for nothing. jonathan better do smth to compensate me. haha.
photos again.

alright, im too bored at mediacorp. =x

sisters rock!!

me and rayve, love his name. =)
whee, supper time!

jonathan and me.

sisters and jonathan.

ling and me. SCANDALOUS. haha.
then we have this idea. keke.

lucky jonathan. =)

nah-nah and me.

sisters and nah-nah.

nah got lucky too. =)

me and benjamin. stupid lights!

sisters and ben. he looks so sleepy......

but so perked up when its his turn! haha.

now charles gets his chance. haha. i tink he mus be waiting. =)
charles and me. haha. he's nanny charles lee! haha.
woah. yawns. off to sleep. chalet later again! ciaos. =)
*i wont be alone. || 3:01 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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