ooh-la-la.


i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.


one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.

all of a sudden, i really miss de good old times. and now i regretted so much tat i deleted de stuffs tat used to put a smile on my face. i guess afterall, after so many years, its still hard to let go of some things tat were once my everything. am i too foolish to believe tat others could easily replace de memories tat i've been holding on for so many years, or is it tat i could no longer stand de agony of waiting for some things tat are not even close to me? its true tat one have to move on and carry on wid life, but moving on w/o tat impt character, wat would be my next chapter? i was so wrong. i shouldnt have give up on de thing tat i loved most. stupid.

*i wont be alone. || 3:16 PM

she is she, nobody but SHE.

maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.

she loves...


she wishes for...

she doesnt know, either.

thou shall speak...

you, you, you and YOU.

specials.
jamie; jamieII; peixi.

zhenghua(pri & sec).
addelyn; aizhen; aloysius; azura; calin; christina; denise; desmond; jessamine; kailing; peishi; pengchuan; qianhui; shiyun; valerie; yeesiang; yenkai.

ngee ann.
alex; andrea; anne; ben; benjamin; bimei; celine; celine.teo; clara; debbie; diyana; dzul; eldora; esther; faiz; giap; grace; guangrong; huiting; huiying; jasmine; jaymie; jieying; joanne; joanne.soh; kimberly; kristen; kristie; liting; lisa; lorraine; myra; paige; piak; regynna; samantha; shihui; shikin; teresa; tiffany; weixun; yuwen.

friends.
annabel; bingbing; charles; deon; elaine; esther; farrah; gerniece; huiling; ivy; jacelyn; jas; jiaming; jiaen; jonathan; meiling; natalie; paula; priss; rachel; sharon; shuping; weilin; xinwei; yiyun.

reveal her past.

August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
July 2006
August 2006
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October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
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November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
July 2008
September 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
November 2009

understand;

maybelyn;

speak;

mingle;

reminisce;