ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
hohoho. merry christmas pple! hehe. hope im not too late. keke. i've got quite alot to update thou. muhaha.
21 december 2005.
went clubbing wid joanne and her fren, qijia. went to Chinablack first. after some drinking, joanne's another fren, joyce joined us. had some fun time there. haha. kajiao-ing bartenders and strangers. hoho. den headed down to Zouk to meet faiz. haha. really had a great time there. oh and i actually left my wallet and keys wid joyce and she went off earlier! haha. de whole nite i only had my hp wid me. thanks faiz for de coins for my trip home. keke. yeah and faiz wanted me to blog abt this. boo~ went to joanne's house to slack after clubbing and to wait for de morning bus. ended up she's too tired and went to sleep, leaving me and faiz in her room, doing nothing. so de both of us decided to play daidee and blackjack. yah and i lost badly in blackjack okay! haha.
24th decemeber 2005.
christmas eve. hehe. met peixi in town first to get xmas gifts for jiaen. also met up wid joyce to get back my stuff finally. haha. den met jiaen and headed home for MAHJONG! hoho~ had Canadian Pizza for dinner and jiaen gotta leave @ 10plus. so me and peixi sent her down to bishan and headed for esplanade. boo, we reached there after midnight. haha. we had alot of walking tt night. we walked from esplanade to boat quay, and i saw mianjie there! haha. and from boat quay to chinatown, den to clarke quay. haha. ate some deserts @ tcc then headed home in NR3. wat a christmas. lol. when we woke up de following day, went to shop n save to get groceries and started cooking our dinner. hoho. it was quite successful in de end. keke. jamie oliver rocks. muhaha.
nothing much to blog about actually. jus wanna tell myself, a new year is approaching, and so is my new life. yeah. u rock, maybelyn. hahahah. ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 10:26 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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