ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
my IS lecturer had PMS today. phew. my class started at 9am today and i went in late, as usual, at 930am. but its not like even half of de class were there. so he's rather angry and he straight away cancelled de class. like wat de hell! i stepped in and sat down for less than 3mins! 3MINS! thank goodness i didnt rush to sch in cab! so class ended DAMN EARLY. did my project discussion wid winston, karmede and hardi. cool project coming up! haha.
den ling came to sch and find me. watch Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban in de library. hehe. now im all ready for The Goblet of Fire! yesh! watch it!! hooray! hahaha. den went town to find tt bloody shop to exchange for tt lousy shirt. phew. i wanted to exchange it for a bag. but de salesgirl suggested me to wait for her to get me a new piece, and if de jewels fall again, i might den choose smth else, as Xmas is coming, there're new stuffs coming in. nice of her. =x
oh yeah. and we saw leon lim when we jus stepped into tt bloody shop. hehe.
shopped arnd in town for quite sometime before we decided to catch a movie. wth. wanted to watch Dragon Squad, casting Vanness Wu!! but its not showing at Cineleisure. boo! so ended up watching Just Like Heaven. OH MAN! its good! really good! cries and laughters.
granny and grandpa bought a new TV. i thought tt would be my bday present. but uh-uh. its for de living room. =x oh c'mon, de one in my room is dying soon. couldnt they jus offer me smth better. argh! its okay. i'll jus let de new TV enjoy its life in de living room for some time. im sure soon it will be MINE! hohoho.
3 more days. hehe.
happy birthday to yuzhen.
happy belated birthday to my baobei, huiteng. yeah we'll watch m-18 and go clubbing together. hahaha.
tts about it. ciaos. blogging's becoming boring.
*i wont be alone. || 11:34 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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