i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
happy40thbirthdaySingapore! wohoo!!
my precious friend phui hae came to my place today to celebrate National Day. hehe. not celebrate exactly, but jus to be together. haha, miss her SO much. gave her her early bday card and she's so damn touched! lol. thou i've got not enuff sleep, but still wake up early to welcome her! watched vcd, ate tidbits, wreck havoc in de kitchen, talking, fighting, everything. so fun. and we created a drink. hehe. i named it HoCoLate. its a mixture of Horlicks, Coffee and Chocolate sauce. wahaha!!! its not bad actually. lol!!! wanted to make her some jelly, but she got to leave early for dinner at home. but luckily she din stay for de jelly. haha. too much water wid gelatine. tasteless! hee, will make up for her. lol.
got my new specs, finally. wahaha. thanks to granny for sponsoring. hehehe. new white specky. hearts it. oh and its 95% similar wid grace's. her got some blue lining by de side. mine's totally white. haha. and i passed my 2 retests. hooray. there's a quiz tml. guess i shall start studying now. ciaos.
my tomorrow will be better, im sure.
*i wont be alone. || 11:38 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.