ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
boredom really kills. one day im going to die in school, in class. really. argh.
argh, i've forgotten to post an impt entry on 12 august. so now, im blogging a belated. happy belated birthday, dreams-spirited-away.blogspot.com!!! -_- hehehe.
Derrick and Silver was eliminated. im not surprised at all. sigh, but afterall Derrick's my favourite male contestant. =x its okay. now left wid Junyang and Kelvin. how i wish Kelvin would win de male's finals. but i noe chances are slim. but Kelvin still has my vote! i wonder how does it feel, not able to see anything. but still make it through so many rounds of tough competition and get into finals. he mus be really happy when he scored de highest last week. hehe. i nearly cry when hearing him sing. his voice goes right into my heart. so smoothing. hehe. and i hate myself for falling asleep last thurs and not able to watch Kelly's wonderful performance and catch de results. and i hate myself even more for not be able to wake up on sunday to catch de encore telecast!! argh! im maybelyn, de big sleepyhead. hehe.
went to find mummy last sunday. had lunch at her place. yums, one of my MANY favourites, lala. was supposed to shop for a new pair of shoes, but couldnt find a pair tt i liked. argh. shoes! was rather late when i was abt to go home. so mummy gave me cabfare. hehe. love her.
met up wid eldora, emily and yahui to do biz etiquette proj. ytd. was really fun working wid them. and so far our proj. is progressing great. de script tt me and eldora wrote was hilarious. hahahaha. such a pity i wasnt in drama club. haha. perhaps i could become a comedian. wahaha. laugh people, laugh! hahaha. i was telling eldora alot of 'cold' jokes this few days. shall share one today. hehe.
there's a matchstick named Whoever.
de weather is very hot and his head got itchy.
so he scratched his head, and BOOM, his head caught fire.
(get it? becos he's a matchstick.)
tts just part one. still got part two.
de matchstick was then sent to hospital.
and when he's discharged, guess wat he become?
...
...
...
...
...
de answer is : cotton bud. dun get it?
becos his head was bandaged so he become cotton bud.
not funny? hehe. it will be more funny if i tell u personally. hahaha. i tink its very funny lor. okay, -_-
no more entertainment. ciaos.
although there's confusion
but we'll find a solution
to get my heart close to you.
*i wont be alone. || 10:27 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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