i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, July 22, 2005
yesh. my 2 favourites contestants made it back to de semi-finals! woah yeah! hehe. derrick and kelly. hahaha. they both got eliminated in de 3rd quarters and won de revival round tgt. lalala. so happy. haha. kelly's performance is outstanding, and i really mean OUTSTANDING. and derrick is so cute!!! haha. and he's from np! but graduated. lol. oh ya, was checking my npmail, received this mail from "dept-cc" sender from song composing club, asking us to vote for derrick, de graduate from ICT. lol. and heard tat he's de ex-president for de song composing club in np. hehe. he's so cute! haha. Project Superstar. yeah.
one last paper to go. phew, gotta wake up early later to revise. sigh. i need some sleep now. ciaos. niteys.
*i wont be alone. || 2:48 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.