ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
my baby is dying. sobs.
im bringing my baby to see doctor tml.
i dunno wat problems my baby's having.
but its really, really bad.
i mus have been a really bad mother.
my dear baby, dun die on me. i need u so much.
my Toshiba PORTEGE A100, stylish pearl white baby.
my beloved baby, my precious gem. -_-
went esplanade this 2days for dragonboat festival.
ytd wid teresa, kristen and ange.
today wid them again and liling.
ytd was de heats and today's de finals.
hmmm, watever de results are, i still tink npdb's de best!
bought a white bohemian-styled skirt @ fareast ytd.
wahaha. hearts it. wanted to buy a pair of specs. cute!
but having 2nd thoughts. de skirt emptied my wallet already.
oh ya, went to daren's and kaixiong's farewell bbq on fri.
they're going to serve NS next fri. hahaha.
bbq held outside halo bar. had so much fun.
celebrated karmede's bday too. woah. lol.
de guys put in chilli sauce, ice and beehoon into his pants.
i wonder is it sizzling in there?! lol.
went inside halo bar to sing ktv and i saw someone!!!
amy chua shi min! my very dear pri sch fren!
she's working there. hehe. so happy to see her again.
left there arnd 11pm. was so worried tt there's no bus again.
was really happy this 2 days. hehehe.
cos, ehem, hehe. wahahahahahaha.
a pair of eyes to look.
a mouth to say "hi" and smile.
sometimes jus a glimpse is enough to make my day. ^_^
oh well, hehehehehe.
and i wan to watch movie so much!!! hahaha.
Initial D.
Mr and Mrs Smith.
War of Worlds.
and A Lot Like Love, which i watched halfway in class wid kim!
hehe. so fast, de pirated is out le. lol.
and now im going to end my entry.
cos im so worried tt my lappy will hang again. -_-
ciaos.
im tinking of him, and always.
*i wont be alone. || 10:04 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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