i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
im so super-duper pissed that i've got to blog abt this issue! wats de worst kind of guys tt exist on earth??? de kind of guy, that got ur msn address from friendster, added u, den ask if u r attached, den ask to exchange numbers and when u refuse to give him ur number, he asked u to fuck off. wat de fuck! and pls, its not like tat guy is those kind of super good looking guy and will tink, "wtf, im so yandao yet u refuse to gif me ur number? count urself lucky tat i ask for it." find a mirror and look into it! oh my goodness. im so duh-ed by his behaviour! thank goodness this guy's not from singapore. and im still proud of my country. i definitely tink tt singaporeans have much more class!!! argh. phew, pissed, pissed, pissed!!!
goodness. PISSED. and fancy using "coolio" as his nickname. my goodness! which part of u is COOL?! and den, thou this would not get to tt guy, but FUCK OFF!
*i wont be alone. || 9:15 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.