i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
hooray! my baby is alright le! yeah~ but de doc asks me to bring her back for a checkup this thurs. says she needs some injection and upgrading. so that it would be a more healthy and fast baby! yea. im so freakingly happy now!!! cos everything in my baby is intact! every single thing!! lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. my precious gem, i promise to take good care of u. wont let u get hurt and fall sick ever again, sweetheart.
sitting in atrium wid mertice, waiting for some stupid class @ 3pm. ben ng was wid us jus now, he got some game thingy competition. lol. and de atrium is goddamn noisy! some band thingy going on as well. argh. very bad noise pollution!
hehe, actually nth much to report. jus wanna tell everyone tt my darling baby is alright le. pls send ur regards to her. i'll get her a name, soon.
ciaos.
wat about some pleasant surprises again? hehe.
*i wont be alone. || 12:06 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.