ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Monday, July 18, 2005
blogging at this kinda time. wth. jus a few minutes ago, i've realised wat a bloody fool i am this couple of days. oh well, my white little baby is still in mel service center and so i borrowed a super-duper-bulky one to use. and due to some freaking connection problems here and there, i thot i couldnt use internet for any other purpose but jus to go to NP's webby. and jus some moments ago, i realised i actually could!! and damn, i wasted my so-many-days at home staring at this bulky machine, jus playing Minesweeper, Solitaire, SpiderSolitaire and FreeCell?!?!?!?! and grace is smsing me scolding me for not going to mel to collect back my lappy cos she misses me alot and wan me to be online?! wth. alright, maybelyn ong, admit that u r a big idiot okay? duh. how blur can i get sometimes. argh. scorpios are supposed to be smart. yayaya. -_-
alright, i was supposed to blog on my cobwebbing days which i thot im totally disconnected to the outer world. but now, im so super duper pissed off by my own blurness and got speechless. =x
and yes, thanks my darling grace and kristen for missing me!!! wahaha. i miss u guys alot too!! wahaha. fear not, maybel is back, need not miss me anymore. hehehe.
shall get back to my revision and blog later. common tests commencing in less than 2hrs. ciaos.
and a big big thing that i wan to say : I MISS HIM SO MUCH.
*i wont be alone. || 5:56 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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